u/Educational_Tap_5349

I usually book with higher end/upscale companions for 4+ hour dates so we can have dinner first at a nice restaurant. When I book, I avoid making them deal with lots of back-and-forth (i.e. screening and deposit right away), I have good hygiene, I almost always tip, etc. I try my best to be a good client.

The thing is, no matter how excited I am to be with a woman way out of my league, I can't shake the feeling that this would never happen organically. This leads me to thinking that she's only "tolerating" it/me because I'm paying for consent which leads to me feeling kind of guilty.

Do you have any input or advice you can offer here?