22f Messed up and cheated after a threesome
I can’t stop thinking about it. Created a throwaway account just to vent a little
So background I’m married to my husband, let’s call him Dave (22) and have had a pretty amazing sex life. We’ve dabbled in non-monogamy before… but always been in t)3 same room.
So we have this friend, let’s call him James (21) come and visit us (lives in another state) and we have a spare room in our house so he just stayed here. One night and a edible each we were all feeling pretty open lol
We started talking about our sex life. When Dave and I talked about sharing eachother. James clearly got aroused. I caught him adjusting is erection.
Long story short we eventually agreed to a threesome. And fuck what an experience . Sucking my husband while James fucks me and visa versa. I lost count of the times I came. My husband came in me first and and James second. Feeling him fuck me filled in with my husbands cum was exhilarating. When were finished, james goes off to his room and me and Dave to ours
Fast forward to the next day. Me and my husband go to work. Dave gets stays at our house. I get a text from James while at work, saying hour amazing it was last night. I texted back saying I agreed. We keep texting back and forth getting more and more flirty. Saying things how I looked like a sexy secretary this morning (I work in an office environment) it was exciting and I played along with it. Part of me felt guilty not sure if it was crossing a line. But it was nice getting the attention. But the texting got more and more erotic. And he even sent me a dick pic. I was getting pretty horny so I went to the bathroom and sent a him a pic of my tits (even posed with a pen in my hand and mouth to play in to the secretary thing-even tho im not actually a secretary) he sent me a photo of him stroking himself to me. Fuck I was in trouble I thought
Now I get home 2 hours early then Dave. And that’s when things escalated. It wasn’t even 5 minutes after walking in the door before his hands were all over. I knew I shouldn’t. Yes we agreed to a threesome. But me and Dave were already clear about being present during this kind
Of thing. And I knew it was a betrayal but fuck I was horny. It wasn’t like James was massive or anything, he’ll Dave was a little bigger and new my body better. It was just he thrill and adventure I think
So here I was on my knees sucking James cock in full office attire, button up blouse, skirt, nylons, high heels. He wanted to leave them on. After a bit he takes me to my own bed and throws me on it bends me over rips a hole in my stockings and fucks so fucking hard. After doggie he switches me to missionary but he lifts my legs above my head so he can feel my legs through the stockings (he has a kink I guess lol) I came twice before he filled me up with his cum
After a few minutes we just look at eachother go our separate ways and clean up. I throw away my stockings to hide the evidence
Now it’s the next day and im so conflicted. I don’t know if i should tell dave or not. I dont know how he’ll react. He might have been okay with it if i told him before hand. But now it’s too late for that. And the longer I wait the worst of a betrayal. James goes home in 2 days and we haven’t talked about it. God it’s hard to regret though. And if james made another move I’d get on my knees so quick i already know
I’ve never cheated before but the excitement and feeling of danger and adventure was something else.