Anyone else here enjoy being a loving, caring partner but also love being cruel and awful when cheating?
I don’t know why I (27M) am wired this way but it’s such a rush.
In person I am the most loving, caring boyfriend to my partner of a couple years now. I treat her very well, I spoil her and even our sex life is great. She’s probably going to be the girl I propose to.
What she doesn’t know is that i have serially cheated on her for our entire relationship, and i dont plan on stopping either. Its such an addictive rush to know thag im doing something so awful and no one has any idea about it.
Ive called her on the phone and told her I love her whilst getting head from another girl. The thing most people don’t understand is I really do love her! I just also love being bad and allowing myself to feel good with other women.
To keep this up I am very careful about the partners I see, and I have a couple of girls I see on the regular who are aware of my situation and enjoy it too. The way some women will get absolutely feral horny when they learn how much of an evil, cruel person you can be and how they can fuck you behind their back is insane.
I have particularly enjoyed word play, and telling them how they feel so much tighter than her, and telling them how I love her but love your pussy too.
I’ve had one experience with a girl who was also cheating on her boyfriend and it was some of the hottest sex id ever had. Knowing we were both so bad for lying to our partners made it absolutely incredible. I even came on the necklace her boyfriend had got for her for her birthday, we both got a kick out of that haha.
I may slow down when i get married, but frankly i think im just wired this way permanently. Feel free to ask me any questions here ;) I enjoy the company of other hedonists.