My rose toy
I’m pretty open an quite confident in self pleasure! I’m newly 20 and have had a rose toy for about 3 ish years and bought it from when I saw them online.
Only thing about it, is I pee myself when I use it. And I’m a pretty kinky girl so water sports isn’t something that scares me or turns me off, I just wouldn’t like to piss my bed every time I use the toy. And I feel a bit embarrassed about it, and I’m like 90% sure it’s NOT squirting. The first time I used it, I was definitely mindblown about how good it really was haha, but there was a little wet spot. Then I used it a few more times and I definitely noticed sometimes it was a lot more than others.
It doesn’t always smell like pee but it’s not a gush like in videos or things I’ve seen online, it’s more just like I’m peeing. And I can’t control it fully, and it doesn’t happen when I’m having an orgasm (but it still feels VERY good) it just feels like I just loose the ability of what’s happening down there and it’s kinda made me a bit scared to use my other vibes :(.
I’ve just never seen anyone else talk about this, I kinda feel like it’s just me and idk what’s up with it. Any advice would be welcome!