u/Embarrassed-Twist719

I love being a butch submissive so much. The minimal and functional attire makes me feel like such a good tool. My short hair reminds me of a dog's coat and I adore wearing formal attire. Like a delicious tie that clings onto my neck or a shirt buttoned all the way to show how meek I am. A thick leather belt wrapped around my waist and buckled tight so I cant easily escape. It makes me feel suffocated, and proper, in the best way.

I wish girls told me to crawl to them, rigorously on all fours. Then ran their fingers through my hair and pet it like Im a dog. Id love to pant, and rub my head on their knees, giving puppy eyes, begging for more of this. Id love to crawl again, this time with a mission, bringing the girls the remote, but onlh using my mouth like a good pet. My heart aches to perform commands and to obey to women.

I want to wait patiently under your desk, till you comes back and spread your legs. I want to give your head for hours on end. Oh please use me as a coffee table when your friends are around, lightly kick me and step on me. I want to clean, cook, serve you, adore you. I want you to feel so loved u'd never doubt my puppy heart. Tease me I beg of you, give me the bare minimum. Make my brain melt as I hump your boots desperately. Please talk to me with that condescending tone, as if I lacked the ability to make decisions on my own. Mark me brand me and make me yours or share me around, Im all yours!

I'll also throw in a little confession, when my friends are on the phone and get distracted by their dogs I get so jealous of the way they talk to them!

I feel so ashamed yet that turns me on

I have no idea how to begin to describe
How fulfilling is submission and how shame makes me high.

I love to please and serve and worship,
To be humble, soft, moist like the well rained soil.

There's no glory, there's no bragging, just me on a leash.
And a heart pounding happy not caring about a thing.

To me sex is peculiar, so ephemeral, so interesting.
But I admit to indulge to avoid thinking.
In my eyes it's so precious even tho its been years,
sice I've been touched, or being heard very near.

Yet I dont need pity, im doing great!
But I'd like you to plant a seed within me

A habit, a ritual I'd make it flourish
Id diligently watch over it, and gently nourish it

My gift its not only in sex, but also in meaningless things,
like how well I iron my clothes before I send pics.

The sharpie I use, to write on my body,
The words that I choose to give you proper worship.

How I roll my sleeves, the belt I prepare
To look my very best, its also my pleasure

(writing this knowing i'd like to be on the receiver end 😉 just a little blowing some steam off)

ops ummm sorry I just.. mhmm I need to reach this thing.. like give me a sec.. oh this is so embarrassing.. I’m like so sorry.. can u hold still a second? what i’m doing? nothing, ofc nothing.. what should i be doing? g-grinding?? me??? omg dont be exaggerated I would NEVER do that.. u need to stay still tho.. just a second… stop moving.. I’m almost done come on… its gonne be quick.. just shut up for fuck’s sake.. oh shit.. shhhh be quiet!! be still.. I’m almost done.. there's no point in fighting me back. dont make a sound.. oh.. omg.. fuck fuck fuck.. oh god.. oh.. oh baby.. shhh shhh baby.. my poor sweetie.. shhh its ok, I’m done...its all gone now.. i’m holding you tight baby, its ok. I promise its ok. I’m here with u, u are safe with me.. I’m so sorry I couldnt stop myself.. I’m so so sorry baby, oh dont cry… can i kiss your pretty forehead? hold you hands for a bit?mhm?? that feels better doesnt it.. my sweetie… u did so good for me.. u were so brave for me.. u are such a good girl...