u/EmergencyWrangler805

A decade ago when I was 24, I was on fetlife and found a local mistress (28) and became her chastity slave. After a few visits, I became attached and started to fall for her. Having some one accept my kinks and being open with her was very liberating. I proceeded to tell her about my cuckold fantasies and she didn’t know about what it was about. But was very responsive and accepting.

We then started dating, I moved into her place. She had a couple fwb’s and explained how she was in a relationship and how she can still continue seeing them as long I can watch. At first I’d be a fly on the wall and observe and wait until her “bulls” would leave, then reconnect with her. Man what a high it was for both of us. Cloud 9. After time her FWB’s slowly dwindled for personal reasons.

Her and I’d had spoke about a poly relationship where’d I’d only be her cuck and she is free to be with him or anyone.

She had one very good friend (bbc) who I’ll call Deondre (28). He became the best bull for us. We’d hang out on the regular. We all became very close. In bed this guy was a GOD. Have her in all types of positions we’d never do, very sensual, very assertive, way thicker and longer than me. He would last as long as she wanted, he could dominate her, (which I don’t have it in me) and they were seeing each other all the time.

I’d slowly become more involved when they’d have sex. She’d keep her panties on and squirt all over the when he fucked her, throw them to me for me to smell for the duration of their session. Hold her hand while I kneel beside the bed. Try to kiss her while he had her doggy, he’d purposely go harder making her scream in my face as I tried to romantically kiss her. I’d lay underneath (cuckold position) watching his bbc stretch her right on top of my face. I’d hold her legs open while he made her his slut. She’d cum very quickly all the time! He’d give her countless orgasms. She’d squirt all over my face. Pure euphoria for me. One time when I was sleeping she fucked him overtop of me and squirted on my face and woke me up covered with her juices.

They would literally fuck for hours, no exaggeration. She’d be too sore for reclaim sex or just exhausted. It was very apparent she loved him and enjoyed sex with him more than me.

All this time she was on BC. Early in our relationship. She said to me “You can cum inside of me, but only once! Just so you can see what you’d be missing”

Needless to say Deondre would cum inside her every time they got together. I cannot believe the orgasms she had when he’d finish inside of her. They’d be whispering (I couldn’t hear over the music) I’m sure they were exchanging I love you’s and spewing affection for one another. The raw/intense intimacy they shared would make me feel very inferior. I would try not to cum while watching so I’d be able to have sloppy seconds. But hearing her beg for him and his cum was the hottest thing I’ve ever witnessed. Seeing my girlfriend completely owned and eager to be his slut made me feel jealous/weak/horny/excited etc. hence told me to get water for her and Deondre and when I came back to the bedroom she had locked the door. I went across the hall to stay jacking off to her moans. Deondre would sleep over frequently. I’d stay in the guest room. I’d wake up to her screaming in pleasure and hear loud smacks across her ass.

One time she blurted “ I want to have your baby after I have his!!!!” She then recited this to me while we had reclaim sex. Safe to say that made me cum harder than ever.

She’d humiliate me countless ways. A subtle one was this one time all three of us went to the bedroom and I was able to start fucking her first while she gave Deondre head. But the whole time I was fucking her she never moaned or made the slightest sound. I remember trying my hardest to try and make her cum. Going hard, fast, slow and sensual, everything. But not a peep. After about 5min, she said to Deondre “I want that inside me”. I immediately got up and went to my cuck chair. Heard her moan the instant he put it in, she would then say “that’s my cock! That’s what I need”. Then have an explosive orgasm. It’d feel wrong to have sex with her even though she was my girlfriend. But her pussy/mind/body and soul belonged to him. During our reclaim sex id always tell her not to hold back and give me the blunt truth. I’d often get so excited from the dirty talk I’d have to pull out and take breaks. She would put me in my place and say how he never does that.

A more extreme case was when he punished her for having to cancel a meet up with him. He told her she would not get his dick until she fucked me as a punishment. He would instruct me to go have sex with her, I’d be extremely excited. She’d then say “please no, he’s so pathetic. He can’t make me cum”. Deondre would say that’s the point, maybe you’ll learn your lesson. As I would fuck her, Deondre would tell her to say things like “tell him that’s my pussy! Tell him it’ll always be my pussy!” She didn’t waste a second. He’d continue “tell him you love me!” Then as she was in the middle of reciting his command, she was cumming. Which also made me cum (in my condom). Then she would beg for him to cum and fuck her. Which he did. He would pound her while she’s cumming and saying “sorry daddy! Sorry!! I won’t ever do it again!”

She says things like:

“I fuck you out of pity”

“I only fuck you when he tells me too, as a punishment”

“You can’t make me cum”

“Deondre owns this pussy, I don’t even have to tell him, he knows”

Whenever she couldn’t cum with my dick, I’d say “think about him fucking you” and she’d cum on the spot.

I’d ask “how much better is he? Do I make you cum like him?

She’d say “it’s not even close!!!! You have to try so hard to make me cum, he makes me cum instantly!

“Would you only want to have sex with him? Be exclusive to each other sexually?

She’d cum with approval.

That’s when she proposed me to start using condoms. Saying she only wants him bare, and sugar coating it with how it would help with me cumming quickly. I definitely started to become a prejac from feeling inferior.

She rarely played solo, but she would send texts and pics while I was at work.

Sex with her started becoming a thing of the past. But I was loving it.

For her birthday I took her shopping for a new dress, shoes, jewelry, paid for her hair apt, manicure, pedicure, everything. Reserved dinner and book hotel room. All for her and Deondre. I asked if I can meet at the hotel and she said maybe if I’ve been good and cleaned the house, did her laundry and every chore you can think of.

Luckily she allowed me to.

Now it’s safe to say she completely lost all sexual desire to me. I couldn’t perform well in bed anymore and I completely became her submissive slave who she lost all respect for as a man.

That’s when I started picking up on strange things. She started buying prenatal vitamins, saying how girls get it to help have healthier hair and nails. Don’t think twice about it. Then she wed cuddle, she wouldn’t let me touch her stomach (she was always chubby and self conscious about her weight) so I didn’t think anything of it. Then we were having sex and I had my hands on her stomach she looked at me intensely and came very hard.

Then when she couldn’t hide it anymore she told me she is carrying Deondre’s baby. What a blow. I was defeated. She then explained how we weren’t going to be able to continue our dynamic/relationship because they were starting a family.

We split. We were together for 5 years. Now to this day I still pleasure myself to all of the above. I am broken and nothing excites me more.

Humiliating acts