Forced myself to be done tonight
I will try and keep this post short. But to be blunt and honest I financially really shouldn’t be even going out to the movies as frequently as I enjoy going to an AMP. Got the urge on my way home from work tn and they were open for another hour, nice and I just got paid so I won’t feel strapped. Recently I’ve been really liking this girl Selena and would only see her till tn. I didn’t catch this lady’s name but she was heavy set let me feel her up and see her tits before paying I was sold. Gave her 60 for the half hour and laid down she left the room came back gave me a mediocre back rub lots of attention on my balls and shaft whenever she would get near. I even came before the flip! She was nice about it cleaned me up and continued the mediocre back rub. When she flipped me she said “want to fuck my pussy with your cock” and I just nodded and went to grab the 200 cash out of my wallet. She starts strip teasing like a pole dancer would and I put the 200 in her panty strap and smacked her ass. She laughed and put the money in the dresser every room has. Anyways like I said fs bbbj came 4 times cleaned me up and I was on my way. I was leaving as another patron was entering and that was weird for the both of us. But I got an idea when I was walking back to my car. She’s cleaning up for that guy I bet that money is still in that drawer. So without thinking much I pulled my car right in front left my phone wallet keys and ran in real fast. With it being the last hour I thought she was the only one girl but there was another one waiting for homeboy I passed at the atm. I said oh I think I left something in the room as I’m walking past the two of them. Girl that gave me the massage wasn’t to be seen probably in the restroom. I go straight for the drawer and sure as shit felt like a good scar from Fortnite. My 200 in 20’s right there. Swooped it up and ran out so fast. The lady didn’t know what had just happened. I’ve never been a thief or one that likes to break the law much. But fuck that rush horrified me and I feel so shitty about it. And as I’m driving home I realized I grabbed an extra hundred dollar bill. So I have 300 dollars and empty balls. I went to the amp and made 40 dollars. It’s a spot I’ve been to a lot they are slightly familiar with me. I know I can’t go back to that one or any of them in the area and that was part of the excuse I told myself when I had the idea. “Take your money back and you’ll be to afraid to come back and you’ll be done” is what I told myself. I wish I just got my 200 and she kept the house fees but tomato tomoto. I feel like an ass. Do you think anyone is gonna come hunt me down and break my knee caps waiting for me at my car when I get off one night 😂😭