I'm married but the prospect of having another woman turns me on so much (and the marriage is sexless). I look at the hot women in the ward and just think about what could be... I know theres no way I am alone in this.. Has anyone ever done anything about it?
I'm sure I'm far from the only one but I masturbated a TON on my mission. I was good for like the first 6 months but then... I found ways to do it all the time. Including in the church building a lot (we had keys back then, my companion would go fall asleep somewhere and I'd jerk off hidden away). I had a few experiences that were super hot and I wish I could go back now and take them up on it.. More than once had a girl answer the door naked and MAN I wanted her. That was how the masturbating started again. I love the forbidden things. Probably why I love the idea of an affair now that Im married