Its been awhile
Recently I've been getting into weight gain again. However this time my gain has been going at a slower pace than usual, but this progress feels more "permanent".
What I mean is, in the past I'd force myself to drink or eat so many calories consistently, to the point of discomfort. I'd force myself to eat foods I wasn't excited for.
Now its like I can't stop eating, slowly over time my habits had built up. I'd have a sweet treat before bed, then that one sweet treat turned into a whole meal, then a binge session.
Smoking weed hasn't helped either, I will smoke and just sit in my bed stuffing myself with milk and cookies.
Without even trying, I ended up ripping my favourite pair of jeans. It was where my thigh and butt cheek would meet. So either my thighs were too overwhelming or the sheer volume of my ass. They weren't cheap low quality jeans either, they were fancy and well made.
I have a soft dome of pudge building on my lower belly. Today I went to get a milkshake with a friend, they got my order wrong so I got two milkshakes... I drank both of them of course, it was almost too easy. My belly is so soft and protruding, it sat over my pants despite my efforts to tuck it in.
I have to mention my thighs too, oh my god. For the longest time I've had a thigh gap, so for my thighs to constantly be rubbing against each other is a stimulating experience. As I speak they're sticking together like two wads of mochi. They also jiggle and clap against each other, especially if im running or if my thighs are moist. I also have to tug my pants over my thighs and ass now haha. I used to just slip them on...
Its even gotten harder to just get up from bed, its like my thighs and ass feel too...heavy, comfortable, sunken in to the sheets I suppose
Thats all, Im hoping to reach 85kg by late June, currently Im 81kg and I can't stop eating...lol