u/Exact-Hornet3007

First of all, I'm 18 years old and a white male. I discovered BNWO this year, and it has fundamentally changed my masturbation habits. I used to masturbate regularly, but BNWO has made it much more frequent. Now I do it every day, and it's increasing, reaching twice a day. Also, for the past year, I've only been watching interracial porn. No matter how much I tell myself I'll watch something different today, I always end up watching interracial porn. Lately, there have been stirrings in my sexual orientation. Sometimes muscular black men are momentarily attractive to me, and I've even masturbated while looking at femboys. I've even imagined myself as a woman, but in the end, this orientation hasn't changed much; it's just left the door open. BNWO, however, is like a cliff; once you look at it, it looks back at you. Sometimes, when I watch normal sexual content, something feels wrong, like a black man and a white woman being the only right thing. What do you think is happening to me?

Hi, I've been watching only BNWO , for almost a year now, and whenever I tell myself I'll watch something different this time, I always find myself watching BNWO again. At a point, the idea of ​​a white man and woman having sex started to seem strange, even abnormal to me. BNWO gradually became more normal for me. Lately, white men in BNWO have become more effeminate, so naturally I became curious and tried to see myself as a woman, but my daily life didn't allow it. I'm 18 years old and have never had a girlfriend, but I've always had a stronger desire to reproduce and have a girlfriend. They generally always say we should stay pussy-free, that's the best thing to do in BNWO. At a point, I realized I actually liked the content that said I should stay pussy-free and that women weren't for me. Actually, that's why I liked BNWO in the first place, but when it was said that women weren't for me and that I should just stay home and masturbate, I liked this concept even more. I wish you all a good day.