u/Extension_Rub6697

It's day 46, I will be hitting 60 days denied in 2 weeks. Last night while edging I starting thinking about doing a ruin on the 60 day mark instead of having a full orgasm (and film it). I think it would be super frustrating and tormenting, maybe edging for hours first, then all the pleasure and desperation that I built up over 2 months... gone. It would've been an incredible mind blowing orgasm but instead I ruined on camera, while I cry in frustration and my pussy spasms around nothing, feeling no pleasure. Then I would go straight into JuNO without a full orgasm. The other two options are B, denying entirely and not even ruining or C, getting one full orgasm as a reward for 60 days denied, then immediately starting JuNO.

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I didn't expect for this file to actually work 😅 but I've been denied for 45 days now. I used to be the type of girl to cum whenever I wanted to, multiple times a day not needing permission. Edging and denial has always been a kink of mine, the idea of not owning my orgasms anymore specifically... so this hypno was intriguing to me. I am pretty suggestible/susceptible to hypnosis and drop deeply, but for some reason I thought I'd be able to push through the curse and make myself cum anyways. That has not been the case 😩 I started listening to this file about a month into denial (normally how long I can go before I give up or have an accident and cum) and it almost immediately had noticable effects. I could ride the edge longer and felt like I wouldn't go over it, it made me even more frustrated and horny. I decided to do no touch for a week and continue listening to the curse, letting it cement itself in my brain. Another side effect I noticed that I wanted to keep listening to the curse more and more. I play it while edging and when I am going to bed a lot. Now it's been 45 days and I am starting to worry when I hit my 60 day goal I won't be able to have my planned orgasm unless I am given permission. Today I have been superrr horny and I tried to go over the edge and... nothing! I just stayed on the edge. Nothing would make me go over it, my fingers, my vibe, penetration... I have been trying everything. And when I stop edging the edge immediately goes away and I have to work up to it again. I have been completely frustrated and soaking wet the past hour. I'm a desperate mess edging my brain away and unable to cum no matter how hard I try. Hopefully in 2 weeks I'll get permission so I can have an orgasm before participating in JuNO.

I’ve been on no touch for a week and it’s made me so needy 😩 I haven’t been able to think all day.. my clit is throbbing and my pussy is making my panties all wet. I’ll be doing a long session later and would love some ideas or tasks to complete! Every comment will be 1 edge I have to do tonight