u/Extreme-Wait3837

I’m new to Bambi Sleep and would like some guidance to where to start Bambi sleep

I have been purging over and over, but the idea of becoming a sissy excites me so much. I would love advice on how to stop purging? It’s so annoying because I get all the way to talk to guys and then it becomes too real for me, as I am 20 and want to figure things out before age 25 would love to chat with anyone who has any advice

I’m not really a beginner but I’ve restarted so many times because of the fear of my parents kicking me out of my house if they figured out because I’m only 20 and have been gay since I was of the age 12. But don’t have enough money to buy or rent my house/apartment is there any subtle thing I could do? Because I’ve known who I am for 8 years now but have kept it a secret due to my family being conservative and strongly anti LGBTQ so much that they feel the need to verbally attack people who simply support LGBTQ.

But I guess what I’m trying to get out of this post is someone to suggest ideas or guide me through how to begin sissy life without restarting

Ive relapses and during the time of relapsing I sat down and reflected if this is what I want and I couldn’t stop thinking about Bambi. So I feel I should embrace Bambi I just wish I had a better way of staying on track because I want this while I’m still young as I am 20 and can’t keep getting in own way.

What are something’s I could do to ease into lifestyle? I listen to Hypno’s in my free time, but what are things I could do to make myself feel more comfortable with openly expressing myself as gay/sissy? I am 20 and have known I am gay since the age of 12, but my family are strongly against LGBTQ and I have been pretending to be straight for 8 years because I have been scared of the idea of them finding out