Hope this can help I know many people talk about non duality on forums but I feel like we should be doing more, text contains so much less information than a living presence I feel like which you can feel so hopefully this inspires someone and uplifts ones spirit
MDMA makes me lowkey fucked up and I have trauma from people but if ill want to hug everyone (I don’t have anyone but im going to the beach) im just afraid ill have a stupid love trip
I just want to be chill at peace and bliss and dance be full of confidence for the day
I really couldn’t care less about a single soul in fact I want to puke just imagining them
So I will 100% regret any experience I’ll have on mdma if it goes wrong but I don’t wanna trip at home alone I’m afraid I’ll go crazy and call the ambulance or something
Idk I’m tired of this world really I wish aliens would just abduct me to a better world where I don’t need to take drugs to experience a hug
I am pretty anxious these days no chill lowkey but I wanna smoke Changa can I take like 5-10mg, after an hour or so smoke a joint with Changa, and after an hour or two (if needed) take like 5-10mg more? I’m just really tired of my anxiety and it doesn’t help me in combo with Changa.
Does anyone have experience with this combo and can help? I don’t want to go deep just test and enjoy the water a bit I don’t wanna go crazy because I start having serious anxiety it overwhelms my senses so I need diazepam