u/Fantastic_Cold3918

Looking for a domme who fits this description!

Kinks are ass worship and cock control

So things were going well with this domme and I get back on here today and she deleted her Reddit and other forms of communication as well. I know subs do this a lot but never really had a domme to do this to me. Just kind of like confused I guess

What makes the idea of relapse for us subs so hot when a lot of times afterwards we regret it? It feels like such a crazy come down after it all happens. I keep telling myself what will happen if I do relapse but yet part of me still wants to do it😂. The struggles of a sub🥲

So I wanted to challenge myself to see if I could free myself from my sub mindset. And after a month away I am glad I did it. I truly believed at the time it was bad for me. I guess this whole thing is taboo and obviously I wanted to tell myself I can get over the feelings and the desires I have to be submissive but honestly it just made me crave it more😂. Finally coming to terms with this and not seeing it as something that is bad or wrong with myself and that I just enjoy the connections and sometimes the absolute submissiveness that comes with being a sub