u/Fatstackjames

Idk were to begin but I’m tired of always trying and always being up to me to make an effort, to make a move, to read the room.

I work every day from 8 am to 5:30 pm. Prior to 8 am, I make breakfast for the family and clean the kitchen 350 days out the year. Since I was teenager I have always done my own laundry. That has carried into me doing both my kids laundry every week. My 7 year old pretty much showers them self, but before for that, after work it was on me. Now, my two year old, it’s on me.

Granted I don’t make dinner. I come home around 5:45ish and have a homemade dinner. But it’s up to me to clean the kitchen, then in the evening it’s up to me to me to bath the 2 year old. Then after, it’s up to me to get the 7 year old out to bed.

Idk, I feel like I do so much and I’m not seen. I just want to be seen. That’s all, just be seen and appreciated.

Ps. Honestly, I feel like I’m more venting than anything and idk if this post fits this sub.

P.s.s. I’m 5’7, 160 - average build. Looking for something fun that can take my mind off the frustrations and have fun and have a good time even it’s just through messaging.