I've never had a blow job before
"Guys, the girl I was with last night" Mike says to us all. I hate when he does this. He always talks in intimate detail about what he's done to these poor women. He treats them like shit and when he talks to us about them he speaks in such degrading terms it makes me sick. But I have an extra special reason to listen tonight. I know who he's talking about.
"She was so fucking thick it was unbelievable." He says raising his beer. "She fell for the whole 'you know, I've never had a blow job before' schtick. In fact just because I'm a bastard I told her how fucking dumb she was whilst she was sucking. And she carried on!"
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Mike and I normally work out at about the same time. He had finished before me so I wasn't surprised to see him still sat in the changing room when I got in there. He looked pensive.
"What's up man?" I say as I go to my locker.
"Dude, I can't - not here. Just feeling really down." He replies. I respect his wishes and we change the subject to talking about sports. It's not until we reach the car park and are stood by my car before he opens up a bit more.
"This is going to hurt me telling you this" Mike says "You know how I'm always going on about all my conquests and talking about women. Most of that isn't true. I just watch some porn and then just pretend it's me."
"Fuck, I didn't see that coming" I say.
"Yeah - you know I struck out today with this woman at work I've been obsessing over and it all kind of hit me - about what I've become." he says looking down at his feet and before I can respond he drops another bombshell "I mean I've never even had a blow job. I mean I'm so depserate, I'd take anything from anyone - man, woman, anyone in between"
"Wait seriously?" I say "Like never?"
There's a long pause. I weigh up what I'm about to say next not sure if I should say it but that little tingle inside my pants makes me think - what the fuck. This could be an opportunity for both of us.
"Mike, I can... I will... If you want..." I say stammering a bit as he sort of looks up and smiles and shakes his head from side to side. "Look, I mean it wouldn't be my first time. I could help out. I'm not saying I'm gonna be any good but I can try. After all, it's just a blow job. Back when Sarah and I were together we had few threesomes and I tried it then and I'm more than happy to try it again"
This whole thing is a lie. Sarah and I never had a threesome and I've never had a cock in my mouth. The closest I've come is listening encouraged-bi videos with a dildo in my mouth whilst wearing a pink latex dress. I want to. I desperately want to suck and cock. And he seems to desperately want a blow job. I think this could be a win for both of us.
"Look come back to mine." I say going over and putting a consoling arm on his shoulder. "You've got the whole drive to think about it. The offer is there - doesn't need to be anything more than tonight. If you decide to drive away, I won't say anything and I won't think anything less of you and I'm assuming the same goes for what I said."
I drive back to mine. I see Mike's car following and all the way I'm singing to myself about how I'm finally going to suck a cock. We get separated at a light I have no idea if he's still following me or not. My heart jumps a beat when I pull up to my house and see he's leaning against his car. It's a bit worrying he knows a quicker way than I do to get to my house. We walk to the door without saying a word.
"So" he says as we sit down "I've been thinking about this. I *really* want to take you up on the offer but I just think it would be too strange. I mean maybe if you looked less like the guy I go to baseball games with and more like a woman I could do it."
"Let me see what I've got. I've got some Halloween stuff and some stuff Sarah left. We can have a drink, I'll try some stuff on and you can have a good laugh at me if nothing else." I say as my mind goes to the third wardrobe in, bottom drawer and all the women's clothes I have hidden away. I head to the bedroom and slide the drawer open. I take out my favourite the fake-leather leggings. The noise they make as I waft them around and slide my first leg in to them is such a turn on. I hear the toilet flush as I run my hand up the outside of the leggings feeling how tight they are against my skin. I take out my ankle boots and zip those up. I adore the way they arch my calf muscles and make me nearly 6 foot 3. I pick up the dirty pink wig and head over to the mirror. I pull the front down and fluff up the curls as I see him standing there. The last piece is a strappy frilly pink vest top which finishes about 6 inches above my stomach .
"This is all from a fancy dress outfit" I say to him.
"Sure OK," he says looking at me. "I think this will work. I mean you wouldn't pass as a woman but this should do. Unless? You don't have any lipstick do you?"
I rummage around in the drawer and pick out the sluttiest colour I can find. I walk over the to mirror and apply it. I can see him watching me apply it. I turn around to him and gesture towarrds the bed. I kick the drawer of kink shut and walk to the bed. He doesn't need to know what else is in there. He takes his shirt and pants off and I approach him from between his legs.
"I'll take it slow." I say looking down at his semi hard cock. I try to stay calm and not give away just how excited I am. I kneel on the bed and position myself between his legs. I worry that if I stop and think, I'll stop or worse he'll stop me. I don't want to stop I want to do this and he seems to want me to do it.
I take hold of his cock at the base and stroke him a few times. It's so strange holding a cock. I mean holding *a* cock isn't odd but holding someone else's is really strange. It's still not fully hard. I try and think about how I'd like it stroked. Rub my thumb against the head on every up-stroke. I take a breath and then take the mental leap forward that I'm about to make this fantasty a reality and become a cock sucker.
I take the head of his cock in to my mouth and seal my lips around the shaft. I push my head down taking a little bit more in. The tip touches my tongue. The taste is odd. It's salty, sweaty. I move it in and out of my mouth. It's pulsing. It's growing.
I hear Mike moan. I did that. I made him do that. I hold his cock in my mouth and rub my tongue along the under side of the head. I can feel some of the bumps and ridges. I slide my tongue around the head. I hit a spot somewhere that makes him tense up. I don't go back to that spot immediately, I wait five seconds and flick it again.
Then I go for speed. Short, fast movements. Up and down. Bump the head against my tongue. Synchronise with my hand. Fingers and lips moving in harmony up his shaft. I'm amazed at how quickly I've taken to this.
I think I'm good at this.
I shift in my position and feel the stickyness coming from my own cock.
I AM ENJOYING THIS.
I take my lips off his shaft and continue moving my hand up and down. I let out a little content sigh. I look up and we make eye contact.
He laughs.
"Oh my word, mate, you're monumentally dumb." he says to me.
"I'm sorry what?" I reply still masterbating his hard cock.
"Of course I've had a blow job before. Fuck you're not even the first one this week." Mike says "In fact this my 100th this year. What better way to do it than just a little mental manipulation and then fuck my friend's face"
I'm still stroking his cock. I haven't stopped, he hasn't got any less hard and, if anything, the humilation has made me a bit harder. I could stop. This is my out. I could get up and walk away. I put my mouth back on his cock and start rocking up and down.
"Take your hand off the shaft, just put your mouth on it and let me use you, be a good girl." he says to me as he pats me on the top of my head.
I stop moving my head as he starts rocking his hips. The sensation is not that much different. Maybe a little quicker but not much deeper. His cock head is rubbing against my tongue. Each time he thrusts, he is going a bit deeper and then it happens. He pushes deep. I open my mouth wide trying to get as much air as possible in around his cock. My drool flows out of my mouth and down his shaft. He quickens the pace not allowing me to stop and think.
The noise. The gargling and glugging as his cock pushes against the back of my mouth is disgusting, humiliating and incredibly sexy. I'm turning myself on by just how degrading this whole act is.
I feel his hand on the back of my head and he pushes me as far down on to his cock as he can. I feel his cock bend slightly and slide just a little bit into my throat. I stick my tongue out to try and allow just a little bit more of his cock into my mouth. I want it all. I need it all. I hear him moan. That's me doing that. I've made him moan.
"You haven't even asked how I knew you'd do this? " he muttters under his breath. I hadn't even thought about it, he's right. I saw the opportunity to suck dick and I took it without ever questioning anything.
I wiggle my head from side to side and he slides a bit more into me. My gag reflex kicks in. I can't breathe. I can't swallow. I need to pull back. He's holding me too tight. My hands, which were voluntarily and submissively folded together behind my back, start to flail. I try and grab him, just to push back. I snort through my nose. I make a little wretching noise and finally he releases me.
I pull back and saliva falls everywhere. I look at how drenched his cock and balls are. It's horrible. I'm coughing. I don't want to look but every time I glance at it - I can't help but turn myself on. I look up at him and he's got his eyes closed and seems to be in a blissful state.
"I don't think I said stop." he says with a smirk as I wipe up some of the spit from my face. I barely compute what he has said. I was never stopping. I need his cock back in my mouth. I need to feel it at the back of my throat. I need to feel disgusting. I need to feel submissive. I can't wait.
This feels glorious. This is everything I wanted it to be and more. I love this feeling. The additional humilation of my first cock being such a close friend is the cherry on the top of the cake. I push his cock as far back as I can and rock my head a little bit. I start hearing those noises. The disgusting noises of being used. But these aren't being "forced" on me. I am making myself make these noises.
I can barely him groaning over the sound of my own throat. I keep bobbing up and down, wanting to hear more of my own debasement. Needing this humilation. Sometimes I'll take more of his shaft in to my mouth. Some times less. I slide it into my throat. A little bit further every time. Teasing that gag reflex. Faster. My neck is hurting. My jaw aches. I have to stay at this pace.
I know what is next.
He grabs the side of my face and holds me down on his cock. And that's when I feel the pulses coming. The force of the first shot takes me by surprise and hits me on the roof of my mouth. I don't want this to end. I try desperately to get his cock back into my throat as the ropes of cum keep shooting. After he's finished, he pats me on the head. I pull back away from his cock and swallow as much as I can. I'm so proud off what I've done. I hope I have made him happy.
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"I swear to everything that is holy," Mike says as we're all sitting around drinking. "She gave the best fucking head I've had. I'm going to go round to see her again tonight and I had a peek into her drawer full of sex toys and there's some stuff I can't wait to try."
"What I don't get" Steve says "is why she didn't just get up and kick you out when you told her how dumb she'd been?"
"I dunno" I say, taking a swig of my coke and getting a reminder of how sore my throat is from last night "Maybe some women get off on the humiliation?"
"Oh I know what you shouldd should try tonight" Dave says "try 'I've never done anal'."
"Or given that she sounds like a massive slut" I say "You could just walk up to her and say 'Tonight I'm fucking your ass'."