Help me I wanna masturbate again as An OCD
The thing is I'm an OCD oriented man after the masturbation I've stuck in a loop where I reset my devices every time and try to live as a new entity like the previous one was bad,evil now I'll be trying to be a good man but for the past 4-5 years this loop has been draining all my energy and I'm not even able to enjoy the act anymore nor doing good in life