u/Fragrant_Tip1408

I (26M) have been with my gf (32F) for 2 years and we live together. I’m bi and hooked up with older men before meeting my gf. I resisted my urges with men up till now with just watching porn when I can but I just couldn’t do it anymore.

About 4/5 weeks ago I text a guy (52M) who I hooked up with countless times in 2022. Luckily he still had the same number and had my number saved, we got chatting I explained my situation and he said” if you ever want to have cock again, you’re welcome to have mine anytime” that stuck in my head since he said it. I text him last week asking if he wanted to hook up, he said of course so we arranged to meet last Friday night.

I told my gf I was going to the gym but instead I drove to his house, we got straight to kissing before i got on my knees to suck him, as soon as his cock was in my mouth I realised just how much I missed this. He then told me to lay face down on his bed where he fingered, rimmed and played with my ass. Asked me if I wanted his cock inside me and I said yes straight away and got in doggy position, he put on a condom and rubbed lube over my hole before sliding his cock in me. I have used my gfs dildos on myself but the real thing felt so much better. I made myself cum 2 times while he was fucking me and then he grabbed my hips hard and let out a huge moan as he came. We had a shower and then I went home.

I thought this would be like fulfilling a fantasy again but now all I want to do is hook up and have amazing sex with guys again. I feel terrible for my gf but I just really needed that.