u/Frosty-Ideal-7034

I dabbled in kink for the first time and had an online session with a dom. It was intense and felt good in the moment but I’ve experienced a drop after and I feel like I don’t even like my kink anymore. I’ve been interested in this kink for years that involves pain. This was my first time engaging in a real session with it. My dom was amazing and so good about checking in but online so I can’t do aftercare fully. I immediately felt kinda cold and sad after. Will the feeling of not being sure about my kink anymore go away? Is that a part of the drop?