By the time I got up to ≈120mg 3x a day it wasnt fun anymore. I was afraid how to afford it if I end up really needing it longterm. Yesterday I took one dose of 110mg in the morning and none the rest of the day. Slept like absolute horse sh*t; I just feel awful, have cold sweats and nausea and disrupted bowel movements. I dont think I have the addiction gene, I usually play with a drug for a while until I know my boundaries with it. It might get a little out of hand bc lets be fr they are delightful, but atp I have learned when to pull back. Those first couple of months with 7oh felt amazing, but I dropped the ball in a lot of different areas. I was moving slow mentally and just didnt get much done. I think the dopamine rush of accomplishing goals is better than 7oh's, but its so much harder. Takes much more time. Comes easier to others.
All that being said, I still am in a vulnerable crossroads and was curious your thoughts. I have one dose of 110mg left and I'm not sure if I should:
-split it over a few days (I assume that'll mitigate the insomnia each night, right?) and stop and go back to life before 7oh. Probably the most responsible option, but keep in mind I dont have a whole lot going for me in life.
-take the whole 110mg close to bedtime then go cold turkey tomorrow... (Would that make tomorrow's sleep impossible?)
-hold onto the whole 110mg for now until this is over since I already made it through one night (I am positive it will be easier tonight vs last night, whether I dose or not). Possible, but likely most painful (albeit short-term)
-place another order, wgaf