u/GlidingRecliner

1. why

2. how was it

3. no I am not planning on taking a mega dose I'm just curious

4. Zubsolv counts too, and I'd be interested in knowing about Subutex as well

got some from my favorite benzo guy. nice and bitter just like Xanax, wish me luck!

I'm doing a modified, rather long modified Bernese taper, basically increasing my dose by 2 mg per day at the moment (1mg per dose). I'm up to 12 mg a day, and the MGM 15 is still working on top of it. is that normal? it seems most people agree you're approaching full receptor coverage by that dose (75%, according to the medical literature).

is it going to continue working on top of the Suboxone no matter what? does that mean I'm going to go into withdrawals whenever I fully stop even if I'm up all the way on my Suboxone?

thank god that even in a barkout I'm still writing down what i take & when & how much.

they say 2mg = 5mg diazepam but did I listen? no. "I'll go be feel" wakes up from blackout hm was that enough though?

jokes aside, this stuff used to feel like Valium. now it's kind of just barely there in the background until i black out. any suggestions? besides "do less" coz duh

tl/dr: increases gaba-A activity at the receptor?

I was looking for L-Theanine supplements for my cats, & almost all of them had chamomile in them. I thought this was odd, bc chamomile is toxic to dogs & cats. apparently, in the very, very low doses given to cats, it's fine, but also still somehow biologically active. like, for a 50 lb dog you're supposed to give them 10 teaspoons of already brewed tea or something, which comes out to less than a full milligram of Apigenin (the ingredients apparently responsible for its relaxation effects).

apparently apigenin increases gaba-A activity at the receptor. so, I've ordered a bottle, & I'll see what they do on top benzos. I'll try it plain and with L-Theanine, too

xylitol lozenges. I personally prefer the ones that have a sticky side that you can stick to the inside of your cheek as you sleep. it stimulates saliva flow, & saliva fixes a lot of things including the acidicification & dry mouth from Suboxone. you can get them in like mint or fruit flavors, I wouldn't recommend using the non-sticky ones in your sleep bc it's a choking hazard. WARNING - xylitol is HIGHLY POISONOUS to cats & dogs & probably all sorts of other domestic animals. keep it well locked up if you have any

I decided to give it one more shot, I've never really been able to feel it in the past, but now 15mg is sending me straight into a blackout lol. 10mg gives me a wonderful Valium sensation.

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The solution (I purchased it already in solution) is cloudy, which is a first, and I'm assuming is the result of a water soluble solute being put into polyethylene glycol & ethanol

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who knows? I'm probably an idiot taking something else, but it's making me feel good which is more than I can say for most benzos recently. this stuff pairs extremely nicely with 7oh and Ritalin