I need benzo?
I have been on many ssris including paxil and on it i felt so relieved but for some reason doctor had to put me off it because i had mania on it and now i am now on 70mg prozac and lamotregine and olanzepine but i still feel anxious and whenever i tell doctor he tells me it’s normal to have certain levels of anxiety because it serves a purpose but i can’t tell a debilitating anxiety from normal one
What are downsides?
I have very bad anxiety/social anxiety and I have found that diazepam/valium is the most helpful for me.
How do I request this from my dr?
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Was prescribed it alongside my Clonazepam. Had doc take me off of it cuz it really didn’t do shit. I got bad social anxiety and clonaz is such a blessing it’s significantly calms me down makes me less fidgety etc. anyone have success with Propanolol?
Only effects are im more sociable and hungry other than that it’s kinda meh. Was expecting more from such dose
I started self medicating with benzos two some years ago. I never did it to get high, just to be able to have a presence in the world and in my own head that was bearable. The anxiety and stress of life was too not to be lived in, and the mess going on with my head didn't allow me to breathe. Diazepam helped with that. By no means was I in a good place, but at least I was in a place.
Life took it turns, I just got back from rehab for opiates a few weeks backs, relapsed, got somehow back on my feet, suddenly got offered a pretty well paying fucking job for my degree and age in this part of the country, but life, man, it keeps choking me. So I started using benzos again. Not to get high, just to get by. And my plan is to continue doing so until it's time to let go. I can't function with the copious amount of stress, shame and anxiety going on in my day to day life. I'd rather shoot myself to the ground.
I don't take these pills because I want too, I do it because I have to. Because I have to be a functional new employee at the office on Monday. Because I want to answer my friends instead of laying under my blanket crippled by anxiety. To have the guts to call my mom and tell her things are fucked instead of just putting my phone on 'do not disturb' for days on end.
If it has to be with benzodiazepines, then so fucking be it
Hey, as in the title. Don't want to suffer, don't want to be sad all the time, but don't wanna get addicted to my benzo either. Trying to find the right balance in taking my as-needed prescribed pills. Such a dilemma i have.
Hey guys so the other day I took 40mg of Klonopins, did some breathwork and felt anxious instead lol.
I am addicted to Xanax, I take it daily, around 4-12mg, it dependa on the day, but a lot of people have recommended I switch to Klonopin, when I take it I feel a lot more, awake.
Xanax creates intense mindless for me, but at the same time my body is used to huge ammounts of both so I don't know how to start a protocol or something to just go on with my life.
Today was another sad day, took 14mg Xanax, 6mg Klonopin, and I still feel anxious, not really, but I still feel the BINDS, so the only thing I feel is emptiness and guilt, funnily my coordination, writing, and pretty much every bodily function I seem to have improves when I take somewhat high doses.
I just want help, but cannot get a doctor, am I doomed to die because of this addiction? I cold turkeyed 3 years ago of 420mg daily Xanax and 240mg Klonopin (seriously, not kidding, not pressies, i'm not from first world), and I endured three months of hell, got back onto Xanax, realized I had BINDS, got into a taper plan on my own with Valium, succeded, sobered up for 6 months, relapsed last year on november, and ever since, I am just fucking lost.
What the fuck do I do? I am truly getting sicker and sicker everyday, I cannot do anything by myself and honestly sometimes it feels as if I've already died and this is my purgatory.
I know I won't die if I just quit but, my brain hurts, I used to be such a smart boy. How I wish things didn't get this far.
I suffer tremendously both on and off the pills, what do I do?
Do I go the route of addiction, or do I go the route of slow recovery whilst being humilliated in a city that's basically New Yorks 90s, unable to speak, unable to fuck, shaking all the time, DPDR, stomach ache.
Fuck, I'm just tired, hopefully this Klonopin does some shit.
I just want the pain to stop and be at peace for once in my life
Yo!!!
Took 1mg clonazepam about an hiur and a half ago and in feeling it oretty good now and its a lot of fun, im having a smoke and just about finished a beer. Would another .5 be anything meaningful and would another 1mg just knock me out?
If it means anything
6’2 man 80kg
Bored and hey I only take 0.5mg daily and got 90x of them and will have lyricas tommorow . Never a problem
Ive tried over 20 different antidepressants and ssris and the only thing thats ever helped are benzos given to me by family members. I dont wanna seem like im drug seeking but i know they work
i’d assume there’s a lot of overlap in benzos and opioid users. i love both of course, but never done them together. but i have 7-oh after being off all opioids for a month so my tolerance is low (fuck yeah) and i’m getting 35 2mg farmaprams on friday, i know it’s a pretty dangerous combo with traditional opiates but ofc 7-oh is only a partial agonist but id still assume there’s some risk combining 7-oh and xanax. i was thinking of doing my regular dose of 7-oh and a calm luh 0.5mg? or should i do half my dose and 0.5mg. let me know gang. peace out
Just picked up some ksalols from a reputable supplier. The problem is that I have searched every single page on wedinos and searched this subreddit too and haven't seen these ones at all!
They're white, with the number 2 on one side and 2 lines going through the other side, effectively allowing them to be split into quarters.
Has anybody had experience with these ones? I'm in the London area.
I took half of one but don't feel shit yet, although recently brom has nuked my tolerance so it may be that.
I’m not new to benzos entirely but haven’t used them frequently in years
I’ve taken .25mg / .5mg of Xanax maybe twice this year and that’s all the benzos. In getting some kpin and was curious how dosage compares- 0.5mg xan is usually good to get me real chill and calm but j wanna dip my toe a bit deeper with benzos and was wondering if 1mg is too much for my first time with the drug?
I’m on 1.5mg klonopin rn is it safe to vape thc with this
Anyone have experience with it? Ive taken it two nights in a row still have slept and honestly didn’t really feel anything my doctor was warning me about barely being able to walk …. I wish lol
So i have adhd, and stuff and i dont remember to really drink anything i many a have a bottle water and couple soda normally but when i take farmapram i tend to stay hydrated a lot better whats up that i also take a whole in total with taking each piece individually over the course of all day and only do it like every 2 weeks or more
I've heard many different things about how it effects how time passes. I feel as if when I wake up after taking a xanax before bed, the day at work seems to go by much, MUCH, faster than it usually does. I looked into it and I've seen a lot of people say that it make time go slower for them, but im 5 hours into my 10 hour shift and it feels like its been an hour. What do you guys think?
fuck most I took is probab 225 but rn I took vyvance and zoloft and lot of it with about 4 dph and never felt like this its terrible and shti I used to take dxm with this all