u/sensitive-bull

i’d assume there’s a lot of overlap in benzos and opioid users. i love both of course, but never done them together. but i have 7-oh after being off all opioids for a month so my tolerance is low (fuck yeah) and i’m getting 35 2mg farmaprams on friday, i know it’s a pretty dangerous combo with traditional opiates but ofc 7-oh is only a partial agonist but id still assume there’s some risk combining 7-oh and xanax. i was thinking of doing my regular dose of 7-oh and a calm luh 0.5mg? or should i do half my dose and 0.5mg. let me know gang. peace out

i took 7 after a one month break and then ate 5 chicken tenders and a large fry from jack in the box and barely felt it mainly just nausea. what a shame

how long of using xanax daily before withdrawal becomes a medical emergency? i know i used near daily for 11 days one time and was fine, and 8 days another time and was fine. i’ve never had any seizure history at all and im actually on lamotrigine for bipolar disorder which is an anti epileptic lol. i’m getting 70mg alprazolam soon so just wanna plan out my use. (i am someone who has successfully been able to moderate my xanax use, to a degree, time and time again, this most recent time i used a time lock safe which actually worked quite well)

god… what have i done.. got 40 grams of ohenibut for the first time i like 3 weeks ago and i dont even really remember how i used it all i know is the first 3 days i got it i was using it everyday and did a lot to the point i threw up but i wasn’t measuring my doses. i seriously dont even remember the week after that i dont think i was using it EVERY day but i really dont know. wait actually now i remember, i got a flashback i was definitely using it still but i picked up meth from this random homeless guy downtown when i was high on it one day, and then i was doing both of them but idk how much.

but then i got some xanax and started doing them together everyday like large amounts and i was also doing a bunch of meth and weed at the same time, that was like 3 days in a row.. then i realized i barely have any phenibut left so that means i did like 35 grams in a couple weeks only.

then i finally calmed down and didn’t do phenibut for 5 days and was only taking 0.5mg xanax once a night. i currently haven’t done any xanax in like 2 or 3 days and i did an unknown amount of phenibut 44 hours ago that got me high for 24 hours straight.

i feel just like weird and have almost mild flu like symptoms like a weird feeling in my nose and throat and i’m having hot flashes and just feel generally uncomfortable but it’s nothing crazy. but i don’t know the timeline of withdrawals, i got so many different answers when i researched.

i seriously took it too far this last month this shit is crazy… it’s because i ran out of opioids and was just doing other stuff to get high. and im scared because i was fucking around heavily with 2 different gabagerics. i have no seizure history but…

i got 32mg of xanax on july 31st and i used 25mg in a few days, and then took one day off now ive been taking 0.5mg just once a night for like the past idk however long, all i know is that i got 32mg on the 31st and i have 1.5mg left rn that i plan to take tonight.

i wouldn’t be concerned at all but in the past i took large amounts daily for 8 days straight and i had some considerable but not bad rebound.

however this time i have also been abusing phenibut and i am on welbutrin which raises seizure threshold. i personally have zero seizure history in my life what so ever but yeah. and i’m also on lamictal which is an anti seizure med in itself so idk if it cancels out or what.

so my plan is to take the 1.5mg tonight and then i have a little bit of phenibut left that i planned to taper off slowly with (halve dose each day until it’s gone) (i have not used phenibut in almost 5 days and been mostly fine, i went through like 40 grams in the span of less than a couple weeks tho.

holy shit my brain is fried rn probably because i’ve been taking a bunch of hydroxyzine too sorry i know this post is all over the place im normally more coherent than this.

but yeah basically? do you think ill be safe with this plan?

edit: also i’ve just been feeling extremely weird today, i feel like really derealized and detached and disoriented but not necessarily anxious just like confused and i think it could be the phenibut because like i said i just stopped taking that shit 5 days ago but again i took hydroxyzine last night so maybe it’s just some anxiety mixing in with brain fog

mmmmm weed smoke a bunch of it love it can’t have xanax without it it it gives it an actual high

last year i went to the psych ward and they knew i had been taking a lot of xanax so they said they would taper me off in there. they gave me phenobarbital. idk the dose, but isn’t that literally stronger than xanax as its a direct gaba agonist and even xanax isnt?? were they out of ativan or something lmfao..

i’m tranquil detached numb and carefree and relaxed rn off xanax. all of my problems and worries still exist though. i’m just temporarily shielded from them though. only a few fucking hours too, what a shame. is this really all i have to live for? this is what my life has been reduced to? but what about when the shield is gone? i’ve been in a truly dark place i can’t even begin. everyday is just pure mental agony dread doom anxiety and suffering, ive never been this hopeless in my life. this time last year thought i was at rock bottom , turns out theres something below it.

did the meth i did this morning even help? no. i wasn’t even seeking a high. just to feel okay. i did a moderate line. got some brief mild-moderate euphoria and then just became anxious and overheated for hours. i’m not a tweaker, i’ve done way more downers in my life but i just do whatever’s around. i’ve had this small crystal for weeks ive been experimenting with it but ive come to the conclusion i just don’t really like it, an that sucks because i was hoping it’d cure my problems temporarily when i got it.

i only have 2.5mg of xanax left and can’t get anymore until 3 weeks MAYBE. i’ve been considering checking myself into a psych ward to the third time in my life but then my family would just find out i relapsed and i’d probably come out again and end up at this same place if not worse again.

so we can all agree that meth literally just feels like a manic episode right? like it’s near identical.

i can honestly say that meth addicts who don’t have bipolar pretty much have experienced it near identically especially with the severe depressive comedowns.

also, to people with no bipolar: we get free meth type highs off of our brain chemistry and you don’t hahaha!

follow up, i picked up for the first time and ive used it a lot different doses different ways etc and every single time it just gives me more anxiety/ this uncomfortable restless feeling that kinda outweighs any euphoria, ive gotten brief sparks here and there but yeah… ive been judging how bad the drug is based on this but maybe i cant because i just got something bad. is it being more anxiogenic a sign it’s bad ?

i’m someone who has a huge variety of mental health issues and struggle with severe anxiety but on and off. there are some long periods where i live life with a very care free what happens happens attitude and there’s others where ill be severely anxious all day everyday for months and stuff. i first really got into benzos during the era where i had no anxiety and i still loved them but of course they didn’t really give that much of a rush or high.

lately ive been very anxious and wow i took only 0.5mg last night and the rush from my anxiety just being eliminated was so euphoric in itself. now im wondering about making myself as absolutely stressed and anxious as possible tonight before taking it for an even better rush. anyone ever thought / experimented like this before?

i’m on meth rn so ill already probably be pretty anxious from the comedown so im thrilled for tonight

i don’t fucking like meth fuck this drug. i think i’ll just use it for my adhd maybe, im on a low dose rn and it definitely helps my focus but still i just dont like this anxiety. and benzos makes it nice but its just a waste of benzos IMO.

it’s just way too much . way too long of a duration, way more anxiogenic (atleast for me) and overall just a dirtier feeling. i bought crystal because i haven’t been able to get coke in 8+ months so i figured why not try it it’s supposed to be even better. so far all ive experienced is more anxiety that kinda outweighs any euphoria. i did way too much a week ago and felt like i was dying and had to drug myself to sleep with a bunch of benzos.

when i did cocaine i would get the most euphoric rush in the world with absolutely zero anxiety in fact it did the opposite i had no worries and it was so clean and pure and blissful, and it never even gave me a comedown id just feel tired and satisfied after a few good lines. and so much more controlled, which is why i prefer the shorter duration. you can do a few lines in the morning and then stop and be sober the rest of the day if you want. meth is way more of a commitment.

how long after you snort it do you notice the peak euphoric effects?

don’t get me wrong i love taking like 2mg and being barred out in public, but if you’re just chilling at home i feel like any more than 0.5mg is just a waste. 0.5mg and weed has me feeling very calm and relaxed and i feel like taking more is just a waste and makes me pass out and fall asleep

i’m a relatively new user. today i just decided to keep doing more lines i did a bunch in the span of a couple hours. felt great at first and then all of a sudden i started getting this weak/faint feeling throughout my whole body. i brushed it off and then i literally did another line after that … and i even thought it was too much so i took 1.5 of x4n4x just in case.

then i went out for a bit and was feeling weird but i just kept trying to brush it off. then when i was walking home i was basically just gasping for air with my head down kinda stumbling. i tried to just lay in bed and chill but i could get tell it was getting worse. my heart was pounding, i started feeling nauseous, really lightheaded and weak, i was getting sweaty and clammy and i began to feel very just weird and disoriented.

i decided i needed to take action and get the only thing that could save my life , so i got out of bed and literally was crawling slowly on my floor towards my stash gasping got air trying not throw up. then i couldn’t even find it for 5 mins just stressing. then i finally found it and took 1mg. then i started a stopwatch on my apple watch and i remember i was just sitting on my floor watching the clock begging for it to kick in as soon as possible and wondering if these were really my finally moments. then finally i felt okay enough to stand up and transfer to my bed. i’ve just been laying here ever since feeling really edgy but i feel a lot better.

but just knowing that those really could have been my final moments… death by a heart attack, same way my father went out. wouldn’t that have been ironic.

and of course this doesn’t mean i’m gonna quit anything lol. i’ll just be more careful.

we all know that meth turns people gay, but what about people who are already gay? does it turn them straight?? THESE are the questions we need answered in the world!

and stimulants in general always kill my libidio. it actually gives me an aversion to anything sexual. i don’t know why. it’s like it just stops working. this was the same for me with cocaine too.

downers usually raise my libido but they do make me last longer (usually because i just keep nodding off intermittently.

anyone else experience this? i’m kinda sad i don’t get to experience the joy of stim fapping

i really hope this doesn’t violate this community’s rules im just talking about this in a curious way

i already tend to do this with other subreddits but then eventually people just get mad and annoyed at me saying i need to stop posting so much and that they’re sick of seeing my posts. i’ve even gotten banned a couple times, not even for breaking the rules at all, literally solely for posting too much. and i don’t mean THAT much, probably 5-7 times a day is the most id post on one subreddit. and they aren’t just useless spam posts, i put effort into all of them.

i’m high as fuck right now and want to post a lot on here today because i have some really good conversation starters and ideas related to meth and drugs in general related to meth. so let me know if you’d rather not see a bunch of my posts on this subreddit, and i’ll happily stop

this is a very very good combo. i feel relaxed, calm, and content, while euphoric and a very clean stimulation, with a bit of a dreamy floaty compliment from the weed.

i am able to carry conversations so smoothly and calmly now, my autism typically makes it very difficult for me to do that.

some people describe it as a waste because it “cancels eachother out”, which is true to a degree. you’re not gonna feel that exact same manic intense energy. i like to describe it as feeling sober but a premium/ deluxe edition. to me, it feels like being sober but without any of the negative parts of everyday life, does that make sense?

Sober premium

Sober (Deluxe edition)

Sober +