i thought it helped mental illness. i thought it was a rapid antidepressant. i thought it gave a good afterglow. but its the next day and i feel worse than ever and still want to die.
i got ketamine for the first time and i’ve experimented with it recreationally the last few days, did some solid doses. it’s definitely very cool and nice but i’m not hooked at all.
anyways, i didn’t really notice any therapeutic effects at all. once the high was over i felt sad again. (i have bipolar disorder type 1, ocd, autism, adhd, and PTSD)
i have around 0.9 gram of ketamine left probably. I have heard so much about the therapeutic benefits and i really want to try it out, so what should i be doing? is there any particular practices i should do while under its influence and any general dose range? what should i even expect?
also, does anyone know about ketamine and opioids? is it true that it helps reverse tolerance and or helps withdrawals?
holy shit. the peak is over but i’m still extremely high. im floating. i remember i couldn’t do anything except just lay back with my mouth hanging open just paralyzed in the best way and moving my head around felt so weird and cool and i was listening to music with noise cancelling headphones under a weighted blanket and i literally felt like i was ascending to heaven. i even got some mild CEV. ive done dxm before and this is like a 100000x better and cleaner version of it.
i’m a new ketamine user and this is my first proper dose, this shit is unlike any other drug i’ve done. it’s so fucking insane. i love it. especially this combo. like i’m literally fucking FLOATING RN. this drug makes me float. i’m flying.
so i just randomly bought ketamine from someone’s little brother in a public beach bathroom . i’m a poly addict and i was so thrilled when i was visiting where i used to live and this random guy i went to highschool with years agao slid up on my story and said he could sell me some. so i was instantly like fuck yeah i’ve always wanted to try it so bad.
anyways im thrilled. i have some potent powdered opioids that ive been snorting everyday lately, and i smoke weed everyday. would weed or opioids go well with ketamine? i’m gonna start very small as i do with all substances for the first time. i was doing research and can’t believe the high is only 90 mins.
i have done dxm and it was nice but i just really don’t like doing OTC stuff, makes me feel like a desperate middle schooler or something lol. i like doing real drugs. so i hope ketamine is cleaner.
is ketamine euphoric? i heard it makes it feel like you’re floating. opioids kinda do that for me. hope it’s true
i’m kinda new to opioids, been using occasionally since august 2025 but the past few months it’s progressed a lot. anyways i was snorting mgm-15 everyday for like a week and never really got any nausea and then all of a sudden last night it made me rlly nauseous and then today i only took half my dose and it made me more nauseous then last night, then i took ever more and got rlly nauseous again an then i felt hot and sweaty and tired the whole day. now i just snorted a few more lines and im fine so far but i hope ill be fine and not throw up tonight.
just wanted to share.
i’m safe and protected.
my body is warm. i have no worries. i feel good. i feel happy. i feel content. i feel numb. i feel like just pure existence. i also smoked a lot of weed. i like opioids a lot. true bliss.
i’m a poly addict, but at this point, i do have to say i think opioids are my drug of choice. followed by cocaine.
i’m severely mentally ill. and my entire life i’ve always had this childish need to be different, to be unique.
and for drugs, i felt unique for being a poly addict. i would always brag in a way like “yeah, i’m not addicted to any one drug i just love anything that makes me feel good”, which is still largely true, but opioids have began taking over my life.
and opioids are the most common drug of choice, so it just makes me feel like a stereotype,
a statistic.
i’m just another mentally ill guy who was gifted and smart as a child who eventually dropped out of highschool and got hooked on opioids seeking relief. there’s nothing special about that. nothing unique.
i’m sure everyone has read his story. but anyways, i’ve been thinking and realized some things.
in later posts, he mentioned having bipolar disorder. it seems plausible that the decision to buy heroin in the first place was the result of impulsive decisions in a manic episode.
i also have bipolar disorder and have a similar story. i had drank and smoked weed for years and had done xanax a few times, but that was it. one day i remember i had been severely depressed for weeks and then one day i suddenly flipped into a manic episode, and i decided to try opioids for the first time with no hesitation. i knew the risks. but i didn’t care, i couldn’t. all my brain knew was “people describe it as the best feeling in the world, i want it NOW and no one can stop me”
within the next couple months i then went on to try cocaine and meth aswell and get into xanax more heavily.
ever since i’ve been addicted to drugs, im a poly addict but my 2 favorite drugs are cocaine and opioids.
a decision made in a second cost me billions more.
i’m a former cocaine addict, (would still do it but i don’t have a source anymore) and i missed snorting stuff in general so bad. so i ordered some mgm-15 and did research beforehand that its effective intranasally. i was so satsifiied after snorting something for the time in 6 months. it don’t burn at all, its even more fine of a powder than cocaine.
and it gives me great euphoria but in a very specific way, it almost reminds me of xanax but with euphoria. it makes me feel much more anxiety relief then any other opioids. it’s just so calming and relaxing. and the nods on this are AMAZING. i cannot stress how fucking amazing the nods are. listening to music and nodding off literally felt like i was just in pure heaven. i also mix all opioids with a lot of weed so the experience was literally transcendent.
definitely way better than 7 but it’s def different,
it’s unique because it’s a strong agonist at DOR and antagonist at KOR unlike 7 which is mainly MOR.
the high is so drawn out though, i feel it within 15-25 mins but the peak takes like 2 hours to arrive but it lasts a long time . like i remember i was like how the fuck do i still feel this good the waves of euphoria aren’t stopping. i’m used to 7 which is shorter.
i snorted the lines over 4 hours ago and im still pleasantly high. the peak is gone but im still cozy and content and warm
i have a low tolerance , 24mg of 7 gets me a pretty decent high. i don’t have a scale unfortunately. i have 500mg arriving today
such a cool thing to see. i’ve heard it’s saved many lives. it’s amazing for people to have access to safe and regulated substances that have no overdose risk compared to stuff like fentanyl. i don’t know why they would want to ban it. they know what will happen. people will DIE from this ban, many people will turn to other more deadly substances.
i personally started out with it and never did any other opioid before . but it’s been a great addition to my life.
when the fuck will the government realize we are gonna do drugs no matter what and people are gonna keep dying unless you de criminalize and regulate all substances.
bro so i ordered my package LAST NIGHT, it was shipped THIS AFTERNOON from Las vegas nevada, got an RFID scan THIS AFTERNOON aswell, and the expected delivery date is TOMMOROW.
this is because i live in the mojave desert of california which is roughly 170 miles away from las vegas.
this is so perfect. because my last dose is tonight and i was preparing for a weekend of hell until it came on monday.
this is what i sent on email i texted too:
i got the 2 day UPS shipping option, and i was reading online that UPS may or not count saturday as a delivery day for 2 day air , i saw some people saying that it was available for an extra fee on the merchants end? if that’s true could i possibly pay that fee to do that? thanks
i ordered from omegaextrax for the first time and no issues. now last night i placed an order from 7kings, i got 2 day ups shipping.
if it ships at any point today, will it likely come saturday? if it doesn’t, i’m fucked.
has 7kings had reliable shipping for you guys? i used usps for 7kings and it was fine but i’ve heard bad things about them so i decided to try ups this time (heard they’re the most reliable)
i’m someone with severe mental health issues and trauma, and i’m constantly on edge and tense. when the opioids very first kick in i just kinda freeze for a moment, then my shoulders drop and i just start slowly breathing and feel this incredible relief . and just knowing that this is only the beggining and i’ll feel even better than this.
opioids feel way too fucking good, still find it hard to believe it’s even possible to feel this good..
i’m trying to moderate but also be realistic. there’s no point in telling myself something like only a few times a month because i simply know it will not work.
the farthest i can go realistically is waiting until nighttime. that’s the farthest i can moderate with all substances, (except weed , but can still do it sometimes) i usually just smoke weed to tie myself over until night .
can i get away with taking a strong doseevery night indefinitely and would i still have a lot of withdrawals without stopping?
i could maybe do once every other day but idk.
it is a cashapp card and i recently ordered from omega extrax with no issues. i also have more than enough money than the order in my checking. the card is not locked. wtf?
okay so i’m gonna have to phrase this carefully..
i have heard that 7-oh has a ceiling effect, or a point where the negative side effects outweigh the positive… how do you tell when you have reached this point and shouldn’t take anymore?
let’s just say that i’ve been getting some very good.. “mood elevating experiences that makes me very very sleepy” but let’s just say, what if i wanted to get even more of that feeling but im scared ill accidentally overshoot it. it was already very.. intense but im just the type of guy that likes to chase the dragon (and of course all that i mean bu tha is chasing it for what the dragon symbolizes: wisdom, luck and nature.)
i’m not new but ive kept my use very sparing. to put my story short, i used 7-oh for the first time in august 2025, and my tolerance is still near naive to this day.
i have a hard rule for myself, i cannot use 7-oh before 7pm. i can atleast force myself to get through some 10-12 hours of a day before i take this legal dietary supplement that should remain legal.
last night i took 24mg to achieve that feeling i described, and im wondering if taking 28mg would just make throw up instead of giving me a more elevated effect?
this whole time i’ve been saying i got
pseudo, but now i look at the packaging and noticed it actually says “7-hydroxymitragynine + pseudo.”
does that mean it’s primarily 7-oh with some pseudo added in? is this what everyone’s talking about when referring to pseudo , or are they generally getting it isolated?
EDIT:
CHATGPT DID NOT MAKE THIS POST. BOLDENED TEXT ≠ CHATGPT. I SPENT HOURS RESEARCHING AND TYPING THIS, AND I AM HONESTLY VERY OFFENDED. jesus christ. i took the time out of my day to bolden parts of this post that i found particularly relevant/i find important for the reader to understand. then i just get insulted and accused of putting no effort into this. chatgpt doesn’t even bolden text in the same way that i did. it also uses emojis and much neater formatting.
so, a lot of this is complicated neuroscience language but i will make sure it can be understood by everyone.
common beliefs about pseudo:
“it skyrockets tolerance”
this is completely false. studies have shown quite the opposite: (keep in mind, “3” in this context is referring to pseudo)
**“**Mice developed antinociceptive tolerance to morphine after twice daily administration for 5 days (5 mg/kg/injection, sc). In contrast, antinociceptive tolerance to 3 developed far more slowly, with twice daily administration of 3 (at an equianalgesic dose as morphine) requiring 29 days instead of 5 days”
to put it simply: it took 29 days to develop the same tolerance that you would get after only 5 days of morphine.
next, people say that pseudo has less of a “very good feeling that starts with an E” if you know what i mean, compared to 7-oh.
so, there are 3 main opioid receptors.
Mu-opioid receptors (MOR) (this is the one responsible for the classic “very good feeling/rewarding/ pain relief feeling)
then there are Delta opioid receptors (DOR), which are less understood, but have been associated with antidepressant-like effects, anxiety reducing effects, mood regulation, and pain relief in some studies .
then there are Kappa opioid receptors (KOR) , which are essentially an inverse of MOR, leading to feelings of dysphoria (opposite of the E word ), anxiety, dissociation , aversion, etc. but it is still shown to provide physical pain relief.
there are Antagonists and Agonists.
antagonists bind to receptors in the brain to block any possible psychoactive effects. agonists do the exact opposite.
now that you understand this, BACK TO THE POINT I WAS MAKING:
Pseudo has been shown to bind to MOR and DOR as an agonist, but as an antagonist to KOR.
so, if MOR and DOR are responsible for positive and “E word” effects, and KOR is responsible for negative effects, and it acts as an agonist to MOR and DOR while binding moderately to KOR compared to the other receptors and (presumably) acting as antagonist, then in theory it should not be lacking in the “E word” feeling department.. but many users report that it does.
even if it hypothetically acted as an agonist to KOR, the binding is moderate enough in both 7-oh and pseudo that it would still be dominated by the binding affinity to MOR,
we don’t have exact numbers for the relative binding to opioid receptors for pseudo, but we do for 7-oh, and it is as follows:
MOR binding affinity: Strongest
KOR binding affinity: weak
DOR binding affinity: weakest
and while pseudo is less researched, a rough estimate of its binding affinity:
MOR binding affinity: Strongest
DOR binding affinity: strong
KOR binding affinity: moderate
it’s also important to remember the antagonist and agonist distinction. for 7-oh, studies point to it being an antagonist at KOR, meaning its binding affinity there is essentially irrelevant. and while there’s less research for pseudo, it is so far believed that it is also an antagonist at KOR.
so, while KOR binding is stronger in pseudo, DOR binding is much stronger in pseudo. and overall, both of them bind to MOR strongly. so in either scenario: pseudo and 7-oh being an antagonist or agonist, the binding to MOR and DOR still significantly overshadows *any* binding to KOR, and therefore the “E word” effect should not be reduced in pseudo compared to 7-oh.
it is possible that people are confusing sedation with less “E word”, because they prefer the stimulating effect that 7-oh can provide.
my theory is this: the reason pseudo feels different is because of its stronger binding to DOR compared to 7-oh, and while DOR is less understood, it is associated with anxiety reducing effects which could contribute to the added sedation.
so, in summary: there is no obvious reason that pseudo should have less “E word” then 7-oh, but, it is true that the drugs are different enough in their relative binding affinity to produce somewhat distinct effects.
bonus: i am now realizing that all of this could maybe support the “ceiling effect” theory. users report that as opposed to regular opioids, 7-oh has a ceiling effect in terms of euphoria. if 7-oh and or pseudo is in fact an agonist at KOR, then that would explain why dysphoria would increase as the dose gets higher.
if you have any questions let me know. i just went down the rabbit hole and wanted to share.