r/meth

allora faccio un po' di chiarimenti perchè forse dal titolo sembra che me ne sto vantando

che sia chiaro, io sono CONTRO l'abuso di sostanze stupefacenti. Penso che se uno non ha mai provato nulla, è sempre meglio non rischiare.

Però penso anche che l'uso ricreativo di droga è una cosa che ci sarà sempre e di cui la società non si libererà mai. Di conseguenza penso che la guerra alle droghe sia inefficace e oggettivamente sia stato (e ancora è) un disastro. Il vero modo per aiutare le persone sia tramite l'informazione e il supporto sanitario/psicologico.

Penso che dire semplicemente "non trocatevi ragazzi!" sia completamente inutile, e che invece la riduzione dei danni avviene tramite l'essere informati sulla realtà dei fatti. Ci sono tantissime stronzate che si dicono sulla droga (sia da chi le usa e da chi le "combatte) e vorrei aiutare a rendere la materia più limpida.

Do un po' di contesto sul mio uso:

Ho avuto un infanzia molto brutta, non entrerò nei dettagli ma ho subito comportamenti violenti da parte dei miei genitori, e a 13 anni sono stata diagnosticata con PTSD, fobia sociale, e "disturbo ansioso-depressivo"

Questo mi ha portata a sentire un vuoto dentro di me. Sin da quando avevo 11 anni sono sempre stata affascinata dalla droga e dall'idea di poter fuggire dal mio malessere in modo così semplice

Poi pian piano ho iniziato a rubare l'alcol ai miei, inalare solventi e cazzate simili.

Finchè poi a 17 anni ho iniziato a ordinare droga dal darkweb, ogni 2 settimane prendevo qualcosa di nuovo perchè volevo "Provarle tutte", e ora sono qui, con una lista parecchio lunga.

la lista di quelle più interessanti è:

Xanax
Ketamina
Anfetamina solfato
Toluene
O-PCE
DXM
Cocaina
Erba
LSD
2C-B
Noce moscata (🤢)
Semi di Hawaiian baby woodrose
4-MMC
MGM-15
Kratom
Protossido di azoto
Salvia Divinorum
Nicotina
Alcohol
Funghetti
Bupropione
Pregabalin
MDMA

[avevo messo qui una lista delle recensioni con voto ma ho deciso di toglierla.]

PS: Sono anche fortemente appassionata alla farmacologia, quindi so rispondere anche a domande più tecniche.
in questi ultimi giorni sto cercando di smettere e ho ridotto l'uso parecchio. Penso che entro quest'anno smetterò completamente, but who knows.

in questo momento sono solo sotto effetto di 3 bustine di camomilla 💜 :3
Sono completamente in salute (faccio esami regolarmente), vedo una psicologa, e mi sto lentamente curando. Vado a scuola e studio.

TL;DR: Sono una tossica del cazz, AMA

Auguro a tutti una buona domenica💜

Hello guys! I would like to know how you push yourself to sleep after using? What usually you do to make yourself sleep? Did you take some pills, or vitamins to make less effect of meth? Share your experience please, for quite a new user here.😜

I've never done meth but i did go on amphetamine binges and my absolute record is 5 days.

I plan on trying for my first time and i made a post 3 hours ago asking for tips from experienced users.

In the post i said i was probably gonna go on a bender, and a fellow replied "don't go on a bender, stay up for 3 days max"

and i'm like... what??? 3 days is NOT a bender? 3 days is already a fuckton for me on speed, how fucking long do yall stay up for???

Damn it. I screwed up the title. I mean a controlled SALE

I just wondered if anyone ever did. You know, where you got arrested for buying drugs FROM the police. I think they really only generally do that once you get a little way up the ladder, somebody buying you know, a quarter pound or a pound or more.

But you never know. If they did do it it's not as though they're going to announce it in the paper.

I don't really feel like anyone is going to say that they did but if you did. How'd it go down, any warning signs, any feelings you ignored? Anything odd when you got to wherever it was going down?

I'm meeting a new "person" today, and it just feels so sudden like it all just came together. I know I'm almost certainly just being paranoid and that's super unlikely, but I can't help not letting my mind run a little wild. I gave them a long window of time that would work best for me. I'm hoping they let me know the when and where giving me enough time to secretly show up hella early and just have a look around, see who comes by see what all is going on, you know?

…YES, YES WE ARE… So take 2 min, stop whatever it is that you’re doing, go get some water and gulp yourself down at least a glass size worth but more the merrier. I promise you, whatever activity you’re doing will be right here when you get back. So go, now.

How do people end up with meth sores? Ive IV'd and smoked but never ended up with sores anywhere.

I read your comments and honestly, you people are fucking crazy 😂. But seriously, I hope you can all find some balance and not lose yourselves to this substance.
It’s okay to get high, but it’s not okay to lose yourself in the process. Take care of yourselves, know your limits, and don’t let a substance take control of your life.

police came suddenly for checking. i swallowed my bag cause its an police freely check time it had half gram in it and i think the baggie is in my neck but somehow meth melt3d and (note: the bag had small hole the type of hole where meth is big enough to not fall) and no matter how i try to throw up i cant but i feel it moving and its so scary since my vision is mad blurry and heart is really heavy im super high how do i remobe the bagggie (also 3 lines done throygh day before swallowin)

Hello, I'm wandering if anyone call tell me the effects/side effects/health effects of eating meth?

So I don't have a dealer that I can call up to get my drugs so I go to this skid row area where there are a lot of homeless people. I would randomly ask a guy if he knew where I can get meth, he would normally say yes and ask how much I want. I usually grab 1g, I never grab more than 1g.

The biggest mistake I made was I would give them the money. One guy rode away on his bike and never came back, the second guy gave me a tin foil wrapped in another tin foil. I lost $200 and feel like a stupid idiot.

What I've learned was I should ask to see the drug first before I hand them the money. I feel so stupid that I lost my money over a stupid mistake.

Has this ever happened to you guys before? Have you ever gave them the money before getting the drugs? I never had this happen to me before.

Am I better off buying from DNM? Do you guys perfer getting your stuff from DNM or you have IRL dealer?

Title. These past few weeks ive been seriously considering it. Ive been sober for 7 years, but since then i basically never even had a week where i didnt think about it. I still get rough cravings from time to time, sometimes weeks where i basically get no sleep because of it.

Ive been thinking to myself that i dont really want a life entirely without it, i just miss the feeling so much. I did so much a day back then (under 18), like 1 gram a day, snorting so much where id put little shards in my nose because breathing got hard from snorting so much i couldnt snort anymore. I dont want to get back to that state. Is it possible, if i relapse, to keep it a once a year thing? Will it even feel the same as it did so many years ago?

I dont even have a bad life right now, have a nice car, good job, an alright social life. But my life feels unfulfilled, like im wasting my time. And i dont know if that feeling will ever go away.

Im thinking of getting a really small bag, just putting away enough for one night, like 50mg or 100mg, and throwing the rest away (im scared ill do the whole bag lol) and then seeing if can handle the comedown etc. I mean, i handled the cravings for 7 years, and they cant be worse after that than they have been back then...

Is he cooked? He literally just turned 19 and left school and all he does all day now is spend hours stimfapping on meth or playing Fortnite