r/meth

I live with my dad since im 19 and saving for a place and he is soon going to start the process of selling his house (hes the homeowner). I was stupidly not aware until a few days ago that a room/house can get contaminated just by smoking in it. ive heard mixed opinions tho that its only contaminated when meth is cooked in the house and smoking is fine as long as your not an extremely heavy smoker. i smoke 2-5 times a month for a few days pretty heavy but i hold most my smoke in and blow small clouds instead of fat clouds, i always have my fan going with a window opened and i am very clean and keep up with my area. am i fucked?

he caught me a few years back smoking it but thinks im clean so im confident he will test the my room before selling especially since hes a home inspector and deals with this stuff all the time and knows the whole process. is there any advice on how i can clean it properly?

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lowkey idk how to ask this bc it sounds really fucking stupid no matter how i put it but is there any difference between inhaling normally through the mouth vs through the nose .. i know hotrailing is a thing (i suck at it) but im asking specifically just performing the smoking ritual as normal just inhaling the vapor thru the nose instead? is it basically the same? worse? better?

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Please take a moment to think when the last time you drank water was, and eaten something and slept...please drink some water if you can't remember the last time you hydrated, and/or if your sweating a lot while aboard this fast moving crystal ship ...the crystal ship is filled with girls and thrills, don't forget to eat something as well ..if your struggling eating, hydrate first then eat something light and healthy..or anything really ! Any food is better than none ...sharing is caring, give back to others if you can, but take care care of you first ...the crystal rewards self care and self love...know yourself enough to know when you need a self care break...for me, I get super anxious and super irritated when I'm spun and hungry...Its hard to live my best life without self care...without self care, my drug use becomes drug abuse which translates to me abusing myself and a substance that responds to abuse with abuse...please, stick around a bit longer, you are loved and deserve the best from life, others and yourself. Never settle for good enough, you deserve better.

Me either 👀

why do my lips turn blue when i get high? my breathing always gets slowed, and my heart rate goes up. i always smoke carts while im high too. i think im just retarded and tweaking

I have never been able to focus, not so much in the adhd way, but rather in a cptsd hypervigilance way. This, along with my chronic pain, has lead me to become somewhat of a risk taker in terms of alternative methods of treatment. I've done Vyvanse and Adderall, and they just didst pack enough of a punch. Lately I have been snorting ice (about one large-ish line every week) in order to lock in and relax and do the things that I need to do. It seems to lubricate me as oil does a tin woodsman, allowing me to actually feel pleasure, do work, and have a somewhat coherent train of thought.

I don't foresee myself likely continuing after my current supply is gone, I don't get addicted to things easily, but I can't help but be wary of the risks, having seen so many people I love fall victim to addiction. I just wanted to try it out, because I feel you should always try new things in life as long as you have been correctly informed of the risks and are willing to face the consequences of your actions, which I have and am.

I guess what I'm trying to say, outside of attention disorder treatment, is there any basis for meth being used not only medicinally but also in a way that treats chronic pain?

Like for example if it gives you a headache or crumbles easy or cloudy or even the bleach test. Lmk

Usually my sessions go like this:

I prefer smoking it, but will do the occasional sniff or parachute. When I feel my heart is too fast I measure it with my pulse monitor.

If it is around 110 I do a last one. Usually it bumps to almost 130. That's the moment I stop (usually after some time passes since this last dose) and drink some clonazepam droplets until my heart rate is around 100 again.

Then I continue the session. And repeat the process if needed.

Eventually I will lay down and just pass out even if I just hit the pipe because of the cumulative effect of the benzo. So this way I rarely get awake until the next morning. And when it happens I don't go more than 2 days awake.

This way I didn't have any problem except for the usual heavy heart you get on the day after. Kinda like coke.

Am I doing something wrong? Right?

I just started doing this on and off for the last couple weeks & it sky rockets my heart rate. Is there anything I can do to calm it? Preferably without other drugs. I have a gabapentin prescription but I’ve heard mixed things about mixing these drugs, so it would probably be the last thing I try.

I have a question about dental health.

See, the only ROA that came into interest are nose and drinking via mouth.

At the end of each vacation, the mouth always seems undoubtedly dry, damaged, and that bad breath dispite normal everyday dental routine.

This leads to the question whether smoking is equally damaging to your dental health compared to all the other ROA or whether, in further references with smoking becoming of one's interest. That would accelerate the decay of teeth, as seen in those pictures of long-term users.

Much love, gang.