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I've never done meth but i did go on amphetamine binges and my absolute record is 5 days.

I plan on trying for my first time and i made a post 3 hours ago asking for tips from experienced users.

In the post i said i was probably gonna go on a bender, and a fellow replied "don't go on a bender, stay up for 3 days max"

and i'm like... what??? 3 days is NOT a bender? 3 days is already a fuckton for me on speed, how fucking long do yall stay up for???

hi!

i'm soon going to take my biggest ever dose of LSD (800µg, highest i have experience with is 400µg) and my main concern is that i will completely forget where, who i am, what i took, and most concerningly, forget who my tripsitter is and why she's there.

I am ok with potentially have damages to my psyche but i wouldn't forgive myself if the situation got dangerous for my tripsitter.

i don't want to freak out and attack her or some shit while potentially having no idea what's going on.

Is it a realistic expectation?

Hi! I plan on taking this combination soon, and I'd love to hear experiences, especially i would like to know if ketamine makes visuals stronger or the psychedelic experience in general, or does it maybe produce a new experience entirely?

ok so i was chilling at home and i get a call by Ashley to go hangout with Ashley and Ashley. then a girl pulls up... lets call her Ashley, i get in the whip, she brings me to Ashley's crib, i throw some money for weed and we start smoking and we got a nice little thing going on. then another girl comes over, let's call her Ashley. she has blow with her. i notice it's too powdery but i snort it anyway. then i have 3 cardiac arrests in a row and i wake up chained to a bed in rehab. dont forget to like and subscribe. piss out gamers

allora faccio un po' di chiarimenti perchè forse dal titolo sembra che me ne sto vantando

che sia chiaro, io sono CONTRO l'abuso di sostanze stupefacenti. Penso che se uno non ha mai provato nulla, è sempre meglio non rischiare.

Però penso anche che l'uso ricreativo di droga è una cosa che ci sarà sempre e di cui la società non si libererà mai. Di conseguenza penso che la guerra alle droghe sia inefficace e oggettivamente sia stato (e ancora è) un disastro. Il vero modo per aiutare le persone sia tramite l'informazione e il supporto sanitario/psicologico.

Penso che dire semplicemente "non trocatevi ragazzi!" sia completamente inutile, e che invece la riduzione dei danni avviene tramite l'essere informati sulla realtà dei fatti. Ci sono tantissime stronzate che si dicono sulla droga (sia da chi le usa e da chi le "combatte) e vorrei aiutare a rendere la materia più limpida.

Do un po' di contesto sul mio uso:

Ho avuto un infanzia molto brutta, non entrerò nei dettagli ma ho subito comportamenti violenti da parte dei miei genitori, e a 13 anni sono stata diagnosticata con PTSD, fobia sociale, e "disturbo ansioso-depressivo"

Questo mi ha portata a sentire un vuoto dentro di me. Sin da quando avevo 11 anni sono sempre stata affascinata dalla droga e dall'idea di poter fuggire dal mio malessere in modo così semplice

Poi pian piano ho iniziato a rubare l'alcol ai miei, inalare solventi e cazzate simili.

Finchè poi a 17 anni ho iniziato a ordinare droga dal darkweb, ogni 2 settimane prendevo qualcosa di nuovo perchè volevo "Provarle tutte", e ora sono qui, con una lista parecchio lunga.

la lista di quelle più interessanti è:

Xanax
Ketamina
Anfetamina solfato
Toluene
O-PCE
DXM
Cocaina
Erba
LSD
2C-B
Noce moscata (🤢)
Semi di Hawaiian baby woodrose
4-MMC
MGM-15
Kratom
Protossido di azoto
Salvia Divinorum
Nicotina
Alcohol
Funghetti
Bupropione
Pregabalin
MDMA

[avevo messo qui una lista delle recensioni con voto ma ho deciso di toglierla.]

PS: Sono anche fortemente appassionata alla farmacologia, quindi so rispondere anche a domande più tecniche.
in questi ultimi giorni sto cercando di smettere e ho ridotto l'uso parecchio. Penso che entro quest'anno smetterò completamente, but who knows.

in questo momento sono solo sotto effetto di 3 bustine di camomilla 💜 :3
Sono completamente in salute (faccio esami regolarmente), vedo una psicologa, e mi sto lentamente curando. Vado a scuola e studio.

TL;DR: Sono una tossica del cazz, AMA

Auguro a tutti una buona domenica💜

Hi, so my dumbass tonight took a molly pill (sourced on the unbright web from a guy I got other stuff many times before) at 00:54. I had just eaten beforehand, not a huge amount but I did.

and basically all night I barely feel anything, if not a lotttt of anxiety, and I thought the problem was that I rolled too recently and the "magic" went away, or that I took LSD yesterday

and now, 07:00, all of a sudden my jaw starts trembling like crazy, I feel hot, my pupils are very dilated, I'm getting perception changes etc.

is it possible for molly to take 6 hours to hit??? or am I just retarded

yeah! hope i find someone as deep into the hole as i am <3

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Hi! i love drugs and i'm trying as many of them as possible and compiling a list of ratings and reviews of each (here's the PDF if you're interested!)

One of the big ones that i'm missing is Molly, and i currently have some good material coming, probably on monday, and i plan on just popping 200mg right there as soon as i open the letter, by myself at home, and i wanna ask how it will be.

So far all the drugs i've done were alone in my room, simply because i don't really have any fellow drug user friends, only weed smokers. So i wonder if it'll be wasted molly?
So far i always preferred being on my own to properly savour the drug, but i hear people saying molly alone is terrible.

I'll be honest, regardless of the answer i receive, i will do it anyway, but i'd love some pointers from experienced MDMA users :3

thank you!
Luna.

ive been using drugs for about 10 months now, and since i started i just tried a new drug every 2-3 weeks. i tried many now, and i have to say with confidence that the one that makes me feel the best is speed, with EASE.

i tried other stimulants, cocaine and 4-MMC, and they can't compare to the strong cognitive and physical euphoria speed gives me.

that shit gets me YAPPING like a demon, shaking like a leaf, tingling all over my body.

when i touch my face or breasts they immediately start tingling all over, my nipples "burn" in a very pleasant way, i get fucking locked in doing the most stupid shit like creative writing excercises.

and i just feel so happy and i wanna talk to everyone and become the most social thing ever, my crippling social phobia disappears, and no matter how much i do, i NEVER get anxiety. not at all, that part of my brain is just gone. just pure confidence.
and orgasms are amplified 50x. i legit wore down a vibrator during speed binges.

everytime i get my hands on speed i end up on a 3-4 days long bender. and when i finally sleep, it's 3 days awake again until i finish it

coke and 4mmc gave me euphoria too, but nowhere near this level, especially physically. speed is much more physical than the others, and coke gives me anxiety (caffeine does too so maybe the coke i got had caffeine in it, IDK)

anyway, this sounds amazing right? but i am genuinely asking myself how the fuck amphetamine is stronger than 4mmc or coke. like from all reports i read, it should be the opposite. everyone says it's more anxious or something but i literally never experienced speed anxiety even with insanely high doses. i just keep taking more and nothing negative happens to me. yes after the 3-4 day i do feel like i'm rotting from the inside but that's the bare minimum.

so i was thinking that the speed i was doing all the time was just meth, because of how good it felt, and also because it lasted a long time. but i ordered speed from different people with very good rep. i live in europe, meth is more expensive than speed. it just doesnt make sense for it to be meth.

so... idk? can anyone relate to this or am i just built for tweaking?

Hi, like 35+ hours ago i made this post.

TL;DR: i'm an F18 who took acid one night, it all went well, and then the morning during the comedown i kept seeing this dude staring at my window and asked if i was having a psychotic episode. I think most people said no, and i was just scared due to both the drug and valid reasons.

basically though, today, i checked the cameras, saw a figure that walked just barely inside the camera view, couldnt recognize him, but then he appeared again 2 hours later. AGAIN.

so 1 hour ago, at like 22:00, i get out of my balcony, and i swear to god, the guy is there, and wlaks away quickly again.

I have to be going crazy, what i wrote sounds straight from a methhead who's been awake from 3 days. and at the time of the original post i had been awake for a long time but now im well rested.

After i spotted him and got scared, i got drunk and high on coke, and now i'm even more paranoid. Help, i dont wanna be raped, atleast not by THAT DUDE

SO, F18 here, yesterday evening i popped two tabs of 100ug LSD, reagent tested, took same tabs from same sheet before.

It was 21:30 when i dosed, i was alone in my room, parents asleep, i'll spare you the details of the trip, it was very fun, i lied in my bed, just vibing with music and coming up with weird ideas on how to fix my life

Anyway, very good experience, up until the sun started rising, i put on a shirt and walk on the balcony to admire the start of the day, and as soon as i stepped out i saw a dude at the "end" of the road in front of my house (it's not a dead end, but you can either go left or right, forward there's just a house)

and as soon as he saw me he looked confused, started walking, stopped for a second, started walking again and kept going until he went away.

At that point i didn't think much of it, but then as i kept watching the clouds, sky, mountains and other bullshit, i saw the guy again, in the exact same spot as i saw him before, but this time his jacket was off and didnt have glasses.

basically he just walked on the same like road point, and looked at my direction and as he saw me he sped up his walk and disappeared again.

THEN, like 2 hours later, i was back in my room, and the sun rised in the sky in such a way that it was kinda blinding me from the window, so i get up, get to the window, and from the see-through curtain i could see THE SAME DUDE watching over my house. he had his phone in his hand but he wasnt looking at it.

so i start freaking out a bit, go downstairs, make sure everything is locked, i look out of the downstairs window and this window didnt have curtains so i think he saw me and did this time turned around and walked fast, unlike the first time where he was a bit more chill.

i wrote this to my best friend and she told me i was having a psychotic episode, and reading back what i just wrote i was like "that fucking makes sense"

But at the same time... i have no history of psychosis either personally or in my family, the acid trip was going great, i didnt feel paranoid when i saw him, only the third time.
I'm afraid that he was taking pictures of me through the bigger window that opens and takes me to the balcony, i spent mosst of my trip topless so... idk.. ive never been this creeped out before.

i also don't have that great of an eyesight, i wasnt wearing my glasses, i very rarely do, so maybe it was a different guy? but it really looked similar. He was like 50-60, skinny, sunburnt arms, wore sunglasses at like 5am but then he took them off later?

tell me what to do cuz i dont know im going crazy, like usually people with psychosis don't think they're in a psychosis, right? plus i wasnt anxious until i saw him the third time.

SO, F18 here, yesterday evening i popped two tabs of 100ug LSD, reagent tested, took same tabs from same sheet before.

It was 21:30 when i dosed, i was alone in my room, parents asleep, i'll spare you the details of the trip, it was very fun, i lied in my bed, just vibing with music and coming up with weird ideas on how to fix my life

Anyway, very good experience, up until the sun started rising, i put on a shirt and walk on the balcony to admire the start of the day, and as soon as i stepped out i saw a dude at the "end" of the road in front of my house (it's not a dead end, but you can either go left or right, forward there's just a house)

and as soon as he saw me he looked confused, started walking, stopped for a second, started walking again and kept going until he went away.

At that point i didn't think much of it, but then as i kept watching the clouds, sky, mountains and other bullshit, i saw the guy again, in the exact same spot as i saw him before, but this time his jacket was off and didnt have glasses.

basically he just walked on the same like road point, and looked at my direction and as he saw me he sped up his walk and disappeared again.

THEN, like 2 hours later, i was back in my room, and the sun rised in the sky in such a way that it was kinda blinding me from the window, so i get up, get to the window, and from the see-through curtain i could see THE SAME DUDE watching over my house. he had his phone in his hand but he wasnt looking at it.

so i start freaking out a bit, go downstairs, make sure everything is locked, i look out of the downstairs window and this window didnt have curtains so i think he saw me and did this time turned around and walked fast, unlike the first time where he was a bit more chill.

i wrote this to my best friend and she told me i was having a psychotic episode, and reading back what i just wrote i was like "that fucking makes sense"

But at the same time... i have no history of psychosis either personally or in my family, the acid trip was going great, i didnt feel paranoid when i saw him, only the third time.
I'm afraid that he was taking pictures of me through the bigger window that opens and takes me to the balcony, i spent mosst of my trip topless so... idk.. ive never been this creeped out before.

i also don't have that great of an eyesight, i wasnt wearing my glasses, i very rarely do, so maybe it was a different guy? but it really looked similar. He was like 50-60, skinny, sunburnt arms, wore sunglasses at like 5am but then he took them off later?

tell me what to do cuz i dont know im going crazy, like usually people with psychosis don't think they're in a psychosis, right? plus i wasnt anxious until i saw him the third time.

So, yesterday i tripped for the first time ever, and it was amazing! i took 4 tabs of what was sold as 110ug each, from a very very reputable DNM vendor. im almost positive the tabs were good.
The trip was strong, i was seeing very evident geometrical patterns everywhere, if i stared at the wall really hard i could see it slightly flowing and moving, when i looked at myself in the mirror, my face was too covered in cool patterns, the body feeling was also absolutely amazing, it felt orgasmic.

but.... from ~400ug? i was expecting a bit more... ive been reading trip reports and stuff for my whole life and people say that at dosages as low as 2 tabs they could feel themselves becoming part of the room, they could close their eyes and see scenarios and very well definited 3d geometry, structures, or even stuff like memory replays, forgetting that they took a drug at all and shit like that.

But for me, on 4 tabs, none of that happened, my ego stayed where it was. it was just me, in my room, seeing cool patterns on my arms and on most surfaces and i spent hours playing with my boobies and then watching futurama, amazed by the after-images and slight tracers.

I also tried putting music on, wearing a blindfold and trying to focus on the closed eye visuals, and they were cool, but they were just 2d colorless, not very defined fractals, and i must say i expected a lot more from a dosage this eye.

So, i think it's important to mention that the day before popping the 4 tabs, i tried eating a fourth of a tab, and i definitely felt it, it wasnt subperceptual but it was really really mild. But like... would ~30ug really impact 400ug the next day THIS much? Or am i expecting too much? Am i overhyped?

Also 5 days prior i did a whole gram of coke in a day, i know coke is very slightly serotonergic so maybe that contributed?

I am on no SSRI or stuff like that.