u/Glittering_Pop4097

I’ve wanted to have sex with my mom since 2020. She has the best body ever and I really love her more than anything and anyone. But I don’t see signs really. I’ve hugged her from behind, called her beautiful so many times, and I even kiss her on the lips a lot. But idk how to make a move. In my family she has been married 31 years. And she’s 51 btw. I’ve really wanted to grab her ass or do something but I don’t want to ruin my relationship with my mom or have her tell my father of course. Can you please comment suggestions that are at the starting stage of hints?? I really want to do this. I want to fill her so bad and have her moan my name.

I’ll open up to everyone and say that yes. I jerk off to my mom and want to have sex with her. But she’s married and a believer in Christ. Of course I am too, which brings more guilt. I’m scared because I don’t want to think this way but I also want it yk? It’s odd. I feel like a monster because I’m so close with my pops. And if you ask me I would do anything to fuck my mom badly. She so caring and loving and she really is such An amazing person. I want to go slow and drop hints but idk if this is just puberty. I want realistic comments back to this not some bs story. I am scared. Because I am a good hearted guy.