The longer i've gone without sex the more i depend on porn. in the morning, during the day, evening, and night. no cuddles, no aftercare, just pixels on the screen and my hand. ive just spent over 12 hours watching porn. its my only catharsis and intimacy. the more i watch it the more i crave it. anyone else find porn addiction oddly exciting?
its how i ended up doing findom. because im lonely with no gf or physical intimacy and findom helps me cope. it gives me access to hot dommes "out of my league". i gravitate to dommes with bfs or fwbs because since im not getting any myself, i can live vicariously by funding a dommes love and sex life
I've tried hypno a few times but only one domme was able to make it work on me. Are there any hypno dommes on willing to try? Or even dommes into reprogramming/mindcontrol?
its one of the things i miss the most about not having a domme. being able to shut my brain off and not think about anything. not having to worry. just listening to her and following her directions. not having to make decisions and only just listening to her