u/GnoomerComplex

I'm still feeling embarrassed but also very aroused about it. My girl, very vanilla girl I must add, had just confessed to me she would like to try give me a BJ. I must admit I was really happy about this but also a bit nervous, because we are in a relationship for couple of years and never done something like that. From the beginning she was very clear that she wouldn't do blowjobs or other stuff. because of that I do watch porn, with kinks in cuckold, interracial, chastity and also PE.. but never have thought of it happening to me more than once

So later that week on an evening we were making out on the bed and she hinted she wanted to try it out. I looked at her and didn't know what to say so I said let's try then.. she responded; "but tell me in time to stop!" she worked her way down and she was a bit hesitant but still she did start giving me a blowjob, I must say it felt amazing, but maybe a bit to good or I was to nervous I don't know but after a short while I guess like 20 or 30 seconds, I felt near the edge, as she was still blowing me I quickly tapped her to stop as I didn't want to break her trust! she stopped quite quickly she looked at me like "what's wrong" while I was trying my best to hold back my orgasm, she was still holding my cock and as she looked at me and moved her hand a bit and that was it, it took me over the edge she quickly let go and she actually ruined my orgasm.

she did look quite fond of herself telling me "well that's a first" and after the cum had dribbled out of my cock she jerked a bit and asked "can you go again or was this it?" I told her "yeah I can go again" although I knew I couldn't, she tried a bit of jerking me of but I couldn't get fully hard again so she said "well, i'll keep that as a rain check."

I did ask her if I let her down but she told me she was not disappointed, I'm not sure about it and we havent talked much about it, but for me this experience was quite humiliating but also I'm still really aroused by it...

I thought I'd share to take it of my chest and see if there are people that have an opinion or advice about it, she doesn't know my kinks or any of it.

I'm still feeling embarrassed but also very aroused about it. My girl, very vanilla girl I must add, had just confessed to me she would like to try give me a BJ. I must admit I was really happy about this but also a bit nervous, because we are in a relationship for couple of years and never done something like that. From the beginning she was very clear that she wouldn't do blowjobs or other stuff. because of that I do watch porn, with kinks in cuckold, interracial, chastity and also PE.. but never have thought of it happening to me.

So later that week on an evening we were making out on the bed and she hinted she wanted to try it out. I looked at her and didn't know what to say so I said let's try then.. she responded; "but tell me in time to stop!" she worked her way down and she was a bit hesitant but still she did start giving me a blowjob, I must say it felt amazing, but maybe a bit to good or I was to nervous I don't know but after a short while I guess like 20 or 30 seconds, I felt near the edge, as she was still blowing me I quickly tapped her to stop as I didn't want to break her trust! she stopped quite quickly she looked at me like "what's wrong" while I was trying my best to hold back my orgasm, she was still holding my cock and as she looked at me and moved her hand a bit and that was it, it took me over the edge she quickly let go and she actually ruined my orgasm.

she did look quite fond of herself telling me "well that's a first" and after the cum had dribbled out of my cock she jerked a bit and asked "can you go again or was this it?" I told her "yeah I can go again" although I knew I couldn't, she tried a bit of jerking me of but I couldn't get fully hard again so she said "well, i'll keep that as a rain check."

I did ask her if I let her down but she told me she was not disappointed, I'm not sure about it and we havent talked much about it, but for me this experience was quite humiliating but also I'm still really aroused by it...

I thought I'd share to take it of my chest and see if there are people that have an opinion or advice about it, she doesn't know my kinks or any of it.