u/Graylasagna

tried asking about dosing/duration but automod removed my post for some reason so i just took 25mg oral. im wondering how long this should last, when does it usually hit and is that a good dose? im considering doing another 25mg as im not feeling much yet but i think im going to wait a bit longer as its only been an hour since i took it.

yes im aware that its hard to find pure captagon these days and it could be pressed with something else. i did test for meth and it tested negative, im assuming that means theres probably not amphetamines as they are chemically similar i think but idk enough about chemistry to be sure.

anything else i should know about this drug or anything i should try on it? im thinking i want to listen to music for a bit but other than that idk what i wanna do on this shit lmao. also can i snort this and is it safe to combine with ketamine because i have some i want to take with it later. anything helps, i couldnt really find much info about it online for some reason

4.5g White Rabbit mushrooms, 0.35g weed, nicotine (Wednesday Jun 24, 26)

Hello everyone. I am not usually the type of person to write trip reports but this week i had a life changing experience on mushrooms that i absolutely need to share. I can not possibly describe everything that happened with words alone but i am going to do my best.

I have tripped on white rabbit mushrooms twice now. It is a relatively new strain so its not very researched yet, but it is very strong. Figured i would share my experience since there aren't a lot of trip reports on it yet. My previous trips were 1.5g and 2.7g but were both very good trips and easy enough to handle so i made the stupid decision to try 4g this time thinking it would be fine. I took it at around 10-11pm, had nothing to eat it with so it took a while to get it all down.

Things were going very smoothly at first, a little over an hour after taking the first of them it began to hit. I was seeing faint patterns in things around me and could also see very fine details in things around me like my vision was amplified. Every bump and imperfection on the surfaces around me, every speck of dust on my desk. I felt the headspace coming in too. It was all coming on very slowly until around 11:30 when it started to ramp up a bit faster. I rolled up a couple small joints for later while i waited for it to fully hit and then started listening to music around midnight. The music sounded amazing, i love listening to music on mushrooms.

Not long after midnight, around 12:30-1am i felt like it wasn't hitting hard enough so i redosed 0.5g and smoked 0.35g weed thinking i was already around the peak and it wouldn't get too much stronger. This is where the trip started getting very strong but i was still able to handle it for a while longer. I continued listening to music for another hour or so. Every sound was hitting my ears with full force, i could hear every little detail. It was electronic music with very little lyrics but suddenly it was making me feel so many emotions, happiness, sadness, inspiration, love, hope, grief, anger, awe, wonder. It was like there was a story embedded in every one of these songs that i never saw before. It lit up a fire inside of me that i hadn't felt for years, giving me a new hope in life like i had finally figured out what i needed to do with myself. For context i have been dealing with some mental health issues for the last few years, not knowing what my purpose was and finding it hard to find a reason to keep going. But something inside me changed during this trip, i feel like a whole new person, rejuvinated and full of energy again.

The trip kept getting stronger and stronger as time went by, and this is where things started getting crazy like ive never seen before. It was around 1:30am at this point and i was getting visuals as strong as a DMT trip. Vivid colourful patterns unlike anything ive ever seen filled my vision when i closed my eyes, and when i opened them every surface around me was shimmering and exploding in fractal patterns and colours. I could barely recognize my room anymore. Soon i began to experience synesthesia, and suddenly it was like the entire universe was just happening to me all at once, if that makes any sense. Its almost impossible to describe but i was feeling EVERYTHING. I saw every colour and more, heard audio hallucinations, tasted colours, saw sounds, felt smells, physical sensations, felt every emotion ive ever felt and new ones i didnt even know i could feel. Every thought and feeling that existed was flying through my brain at light speed. My brain was flooded with serotonin and i could feel my whole body and my brain heating up until i eventually lost connection with my body. Time stretched on like nothing ive ever experienced, what was only a few hours of listening to music felt like days, weeks or even months. I felt lost in a world that kept getting crazier and crazier.

Eventually the music started to get too overwhelming with everything else i was feeling and i decided to take a break. I think the music was the only thing keeping me from freaking out because as soon as i turned it off i felt like i lost complete control of myself. I tried to get up off my bed and fell on the floor. My body felt so heavy and didnt want to listen to me so i stayed on the floor for a while. I was rolling around on the ground, muttering random things to myself, my arms and legs hitting everything around me and knocking quite a few things over. I still had no control of myself and could barely even think. I thought i was losing my mind. I knew i had done too much at this point and worried i had messed my brain up permanently. It kept getting worse, i even started pulling my hair and biting the ground at one point. Felt like i was on the ground for 5 hours but im pretty sure it was more like 1. Despite being the worst part of the trip listening to music still felt like the longest by a lot. I had completely lost touch with reality at this point and cant remember much for a while after that.

At some point i finally started getting control of myself again. It was like my brain suddenly turned on again out of nowhere and suddenly i finally had the ability to move myself around a bit. My thoughts were still spiraling but i knew i needed to get some water and food in my system to calm down the trip and help it pass faster. I couldn't stand up properly so i crawled into the kitchen and somehow managed to get a drink and a snack. Luckily my family was asleep at the time and somehow no one woke up during any of this, even after i made a bunch of noise in the kitchen. My memory was still pretty fuzzy at this time but by 5am i was finally coherent enough to gather my thoughts again. I was still tripping kind of hard but was back to a level i could at least somewhat handle. My brain felt fried at this point, like an old computer that had been forced to run a simulation of the universe and broke down. I was still worried i had done some sort of mental damage to myself but was too exhausted to do anything else so i just sat in my bed staring at the patterns around me as they slowly faded and hit my vape for like 3 hours until i could finally fall asleep. I was still seeing patterns under my eyelids as i drifted off but luckily in the morning the effects were gone. I still felt very drained the next day and even a bit today, my brain definitely needs a break after all that. I'm still honestly not sure how i didn't get psychosis or lose my mind during this.

This was simultaneously the best and worst trip of my life, but i do not regret anything. I feel like it taught me a lesson i've been needing to hear for a long time and i will be forever grateful.

Drug Log

Wednesday Jun 24, 26

10-11pm - 4g white rabbit mushrooms (didnt have anything to eat them with so took a while to get it all down, cut it into small pieces and im swallowing them with water like pills lol)

(11:12pm)just barely starting to get some mild visuals. last of the mushrooms are down, feeling good and ready for whatever is about to come

(11:33pm)the effects were coming on pretty slowly at first but now it feels like its really ramping up quickly. trying to roll up a couple joints for later before this starts hitting too hard to be coherent but its really starting to hit. headspace is definitely here, visuals are starting to show themselves and its getting harder to type already

(11:52pm) feels like its hitting in waves, one minute i feel almost sober and next minute its hitting hard. seeing patterns in everything, and seeing lots of detail when i look close at things like its amplified. just started listening to music while i wait for this to fully hit. music sounds amazing rn

1:29pm ttn i smok weeed im barely tectheres to reallity rnn

every time i do dxm my brain gets hot, like i can physically feel it warming up inside my head. it genuinely only happens on dxm, no other drug or situation causes this for me, not even other dissos like ketamine. its not painful but its kind of uncomfortable, feels like my brain is a computer that hit its processing limit and started overheating. combining it with other drugs like psychedelics makes it worse but the other drugs dont cause it on their own. usually only lasts the first few hours of the dxm then calms down. happens on any dose above like 300mg

came across a post in this sub from a few hours ago asking about stomach pains caused by cocaine use, clicked on it because ive also been having stomach issues lately and suspected it was caused by drug use. looking through the replies and someone mentions heart failure and almost exactly describes the symptoms ive been dealing with for a few months now. honestly apart they all seemed pretty small aside from the stomach pain but it never seemed worth going to the doctor as wait times to see one are like 6 months where i live rn 😭 i looked up other symptoms online and realized im experiencing like half of them, but also a few that werent listed so im hoping someone can help me confirm if it is what i think it is or if its something else and also (if possible) which drug might have caused it because i have never touched cocaine in my life.

my symptoms are:
-random pains in lower stomach area (near kidneys/liver)
-difficulty regulating temperature (get hot/cold easily)
-inconsistent appetite (one week i cant stop eating next week i eat almost nothing)
-lightheadedness when standing up
-unusually shaky hands
-run out of breath easily
-occasional weakness/fatigue
-very bad stomach bloating (to the point of hurting)
-random chest pains
-difficulty concentrating

im not very much into stimulants aside from doing 4mmc or adderall once or twice a month and ive only been doing that since late last year so i doubt it was caused by any of those. only exception is nicotine which i did for like 2 years and have been on and off the last few months trying to quit. i was addicted to ketamine for like 4 months from october to january but wasnt using very heavily and havent touched it since feb. ive smoked weed for like 2 and a half years. ive been doing dxm every few weeks since march. i drink like once every month or 2 but i go pretty hard when i do. those are all the most likely ones as they are the ones ive used the most but ive also tried a lot of other drugs, most of which ive done less than 10 times

does it sound like heart failure to you guys and what drug do you think it was caused by so i can avoid it in the future? all help is appreciated

long post so thanks in advance to anyone who takes the time to read and answer 🙏

i currently have 3 tabs of acid (pretty sure they are 100ug but could be 125), 12.5mg 4-HO-MET (half a 25mg pill), a 25mg 4-ACO-DMT pill, and around 10 grams of white rabbit mushrooms. im hoping to split this into 2 trips (one tomorrow and another a few weeks from now) and have some of the mushrooms left over for another less strong trip or even multiple later on.

for 1 trip i want to do all the acid, metocin and maybe the dmt, but idk if its going to be too strong. the strongest trip ive ever done was 3 tabs of acid and 12.5mg metocin (half snorted half oral), so im just adding the dmt. i handled that trip well and nothing went wrong, however ive done 4aco dmt before (25mg same dose) and it was a decently strong trip on its own, nothing too crazy or hard to handle but on top of the other drugs idk if its going to make a huge difference. if its too big a jump i want to do the mushrooms first as a bridge to make sure i can handle it yk? if its not a huge jump i would do the mushroom trip second and make that one even stronger than the first trip. either way im not sure what dose to go with for the mushrooms and wether i do it first or second. ive heard white rabbits are pretty strong but ive only tripped on them once and it was around 2.5g and it wasnt hard to handle or anything, im thinking something between 4-6g depending on if i do it first or after. what do you guys think?

i want to clarify i am nowhere near an expert with psychs but i have some good experience (around 6-8 months with many trips in there) and ive only had 2 bad trips so far which were both some of my first trips. i want to go deep this time and i think i will be able to handle these trips but i just want to be careful

also i will be smoking weed on both these trips but probably after the peak or on the comedown, i dont think this will affect the dose i choose though as im usually careful with it and dont smoke too much on trips