Hit or miss with my body type, struggling
Kind of a vent I guess or I’d love input or opinions I (25) have a kind of “skinny fat” body lmfao or idk I am a weird body type. I’m more square shaped, thick in nice places but also in bad places lol. I feel like I rlly don’t belong in a lot of clubs. Mind you I do make money and certain guys have come up to me specifically because they favor my body type but I can’t help but feel like it almost hinders me sometimes. Specifically with pole though. Maybe that’s me just coping but I feel like I do not look as elegant or whatever as other girls. I’m painfully average in a way that’s not exactly eye catching and almost sometimes working against me lol. I want to travel dance but I fear I’m not servinggggg like I will not be accepted. Im fairly decent at pole tricks I’d like to think I’m intermediate, working my way up. I really really love it though and I do enjoy my work but yeah idk. Any advice even workouts that would help support building my figure or good diet plans or anything I’ve been switching up my diet lately trying to eat better so yeah idk. Or even certain outfits or just generally anything that could help me look better lmaoooo. On top of all of this, I’m just clumsy and have fibromyalgia so if anyone has good yoga routines or something to help with flexibility and stretching that would be amazinggggg. TIA 🖤🖤