MDMA alternatives
Hey all, this question gets asked a bit and I've read through the previous threads but I'm not certain I'll have access to many of the alternatives listed.
So, I'll (M) be partying with a friend (F). She will likely either roll molly + weed during the comedown, or do coke + weed. She's also said she really loves meth for sex, so maybe that. We'll see.
I. Love. MDMA. Specifically the body euphoria, specifically specifically how amazing touch feels. Like my weed high x100. Amazing. My favorite drug.
Problem is I'll be rolling with my wife a month or so later so I can't do any similar drug that'd break the 3 month rule.
Also, I get serious stimdick on it. Cialis doesn't help. Viagra doesn't help.
So, I ask of you: what are some things I could take, that would be similar to the body, touch-specific high of MDMA, that won't break the 3 month rule, preferably won't give me stimdick, and would likely be available in a large city in Asia? If I have to just rock a shit ton of weed I can, but I'd really like for this to be special for me too.
Edit: I've heard trimix as a stimdick fix but I won't be able to get/bring anything, so whatever we party with is something she'd have to get, which is why I don't want to assume something like that would be available (and also a shot to the dick scares me tbh)
Edit2: my wife knows and approves, no worries about infidelity. My experience is with weed, shrooms, acid, and now MDMA, so I don't know good dosage for myself for anything else. Not against trying something new, I'd just prefer it be something where there's some flexibility so I don't over or undershoot.