Weed and ED
Background: Me and my missus were together since we were teenagers. Lost our virginities. I was so into her physically. I think she has encoded my sexual experience. Anyway now in our late 40’s we’re separated. Life goes on…
I’ve been dabling with escorts to help me get back to normal with having sex with other women. For those encounters i’ve always used viagra to help with the condom’s desensitisation. And mostly it works fine.
However about 12 months ago i had the hottest girl i’ve ever been with but i couldn’t get one off and eventually couldn’t even stay hard. Even with a cialis in the morning and a viagra an hour before.
That was obviously a massive concern so this year i stopped fapping and looking at porn (the motivation that drives me to maintain this is that i want to be able to have sex with a girl - it’s a great motivator). Anyway I’ve maintained that all year and it really does change you. The only time i’ll get off is when i’m with a real live girl! 😅
Last week i was with a girl (not an escort) who was super passionate. We were kissing (for days it seemed 😅). We didn’t use any protection and i had the opportunity to go up her ass. When we were kissing it got me hard af and at the beginning we were fucking like bunnies. I think she got off a few times (who tf knows 😂). But then when it was my turn to enter her ass my dick just withered (even with cialis and viagra). When our mouths were connected i was solid. When i tried to just fuck i was withering.
The thing is i’m at an age now where i think too much. It’s not just as simple as viagra because i get hard initially but then fade with all that stupid thinking. So my solution has got to be to eradicate the thinking. I’m thinking weed. It gets me out of my head and just leaves my animal instincts and it’s just me and girl going at it like animals.
I’ll need to test this theory with the next girl but first i want to find the right dose. I don’t want to be a vacant idiot. I also don’t want dry mouth. So i’m thinking of trying some gummies and just taking nibbles until i find the right dose.
Anyway has anyone had similar experiences? If so what worked for you?