u/HonestStick641

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So mind you im not on drugs at least when i been doing this the last months, but my sex drive and my brains hunger for a peak sexual experience makes me do it (hard to describe) basically ill camp in my car at large gyms and watch the hottest females with the tightest shortest gym shorts come out, or even BBLS and drive up and masturbate with window little down but not all way down where they cant really see my lower half, and masturbate roughly , through my pants and moan loud so they can hear me, before i cum i have this sexual high so intense that i camp out at gyms for like 8 hours masturbating on and off, watching girl go in that i wanna do it too and waiting 1-2 hours until she comes out and repeat and i do it multiple times.

Once i see the girl thats the hottest or extremely hot, i look and feel similiar to crack or meth but not exactly, For some background i use to do meth long ago on and off and i believe it caused this side effect long term even when sober, especially this sexual side effect because i was never like this befoee

Now 2 months ago this time i consumed THC and Alcohol, and for the first time in my life i didnt trust myself anymore, i dont know how this happened and i really mean it, everyone when they drink alcohol knows damn well what they ars doing , but i think i was genuinely delusional at this point, so i was half naked waist down doing wierd stuff and im not sure how this happen because i know id never take it this far, wont get into details what i was doing, it was voyurism related, i was pretty scared when i became sober because i promise on everything it wasnt me nor would i have ever done it, (long story short be half naked outside of my vehicle) It felt as if i was in a video game world/dream world and my sex drive was so insane that i felt like i was on meth but not exactly just similiar, chasing a sexual dopamime high(hard to describe).

One time i was doing something similiar in my vehicle and saw a woman that was wearing see through thong walking her dog, i followed her into a store to get a better look, i promise i mean no harm , its like im being controlled, feels similiar like crack or meth., i didnt sleep for 36 hours or so and was so delusional that i didnt realize how crazy it was to do it but my brain kept convincing me it will give me a sexual dopamine hit like never before, I said excuse me and asked this girl "how much" cant remember exact words, and she said excuse me? Where the fuck are u from to be asking such shit to me? (The thought of her possibly saying yes) was the whole point of that sexual dopamine hit and staring at her etc. I immediatley left, again i mean no harm. Im just mentally sick

This keeps going on and off. I havent kept a job since late 2020 due to similiar addictions, apparently doc has said i also have paranoid schrizophrenia but not sure how true that is or if what im describing is a sympton of what i have or part of meth that damaged my brain.

Its as if my brain keeps chasing this certain sexual high and mimicking a crack, mainly meth like affect, except im sober from meth or drugs when i do these things.

I only heard of a few doing this, apparently from what they said years ago that they got results this way, not sure if they used mm2 as well or if it was both or just 3

But if im doing it extremely lightly one hour a day, wouldnt i get results?

For some background as stated in my previous post i cant do t tape becauss of allergys and i dont have enough skin for devices nor can i tug every hour due to my lifestyle/ work etc. So i am very limited in what i can do

Would really love if any creative investors can come up with something, i think it would really help the community to come up with more ideas.

Sadly im allergic to t tape, i need a device that accomadates erections and wont cause gripper fatique at all. Its so hard to find anything.

Ill have to resort to doing mm3 for an hour straight eryday as my last resort because doing it every hour for 5 mins isnt convenient for my lifestyle. ill be doing extremely light pulls tho since i will be doing it for an hour straight. Other than that restoring is so god damn difficult for me ugh

Any couples that like money? Ill have a room or can go to u, Just need a 30 min sesh. Just dm me

Anyone know?

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For me it was meth and xanax with alcohol(these two are dangerous tho, i was finally able to approach and get a girls numbers without feeling an ounce of anxiety) everything else mostly depends on mood and can still give me anxiety, like alcohol by itself, weed etc. I think another one pretty close was alcohol and kava and delta 9 thc. But i feel like it was a certain straim of kava mix with me being really drunk, as i tried it a second time and it didnt feel the same.

Any other reccomendations?

Many people on that subreddit blame their post ssri sexual dysfunction on ssris or other meds unrelated to ssris, they have health anxiety. So some of them will say they experience genital numbness even off the meds. And i cant help but think about how alot of them could just be circumsized so tightly that over the years their inner skin just kertinized etc.

But some of them will blame it on one time use of X medication or couple days or weeks. Whereas when i speak to uncircumsized people that are on many of these medications, they have no issue with their penis sensitivity or sex drive, its very interesting...

It also reminds me of the no fap subreddit. Where people blame their ED on porn usage, and i know many people on that subreddit are americans. However many uncut dudes also are addicted to porn and have no ED issues, their sensations helps them get it up and bypasses the anxiety. Young americans have more ED then any other country.

But people will blame nofap, or other stuff without realizing its circumcision. It is so messed up. A part of me doesnt want to even tell them so they dont get trauma all of a sudden. For me i thought it was porn and i created unessecary anxiety from it , going on endless cycles of nofap until i stopped and realized it wasnt that

Anyone?

I was doing manuals , hour after i finished i put coconut oil before going to sleep and felt a tiny slight sting somewhere in my penis but when i look all over my penis i see no visible tears, do you guys know if its probably a microscopic tear that cant be seen ? If so is it normal?

Anyone there now see any?

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I can get a room or come to u Im chill and respsctful looking for couple

Ill have a room or can go to u, Just need a 30 min sesh. Just dm me