u/Howdy_Kitty420

I've only been with girls, I wanna suck a guy off but I Don't have any idea what I'm doing!

About 4 years ago had this guy I met on Whisper. We talked almost every day on Snapchat about sex and hooking up. He would think about me while he was fucking his wife and since he was a teacher he'd send nudes on his lunch break and look at them while was in class and l'd send him nudes between classes that he'd see on his break. We never met IRL but I was trying to convince him to hide a camera so I could watch him fuck his wife and imagine it was me getting railed. My favorite things he would send were videos of him jerking his cock in the bathroom at work with his wedding ring on. I know it's so fucked up but I wanted a threesome with them or at least for her to watch him fuck me, a much younger girl than her. He'd often complain that she had such a low sex drive and wasn't willing to suck his dick meanwhile I would fucking drool over pics of that thing and was horny all the time. He would buy me sexy lingerie and remote controlled sex toys and we had so much fun together showing off and playing with them. I ghosted when I entered a serious relationship and feel so bad but I wish we could get back what we used to have.

I'm a seamstress so I have experience making plushies but I'm new to the plushophile world. Looking for some advice. Do people tend to prefer totally customized original plushies or modded characters that already exist? I could do either. And do plushes with holes usually have a textured inside? Because I've thought of a few ways I could make that work.

Also the big question: would anyone want them? Or do people usually just make their own? Please and thank you!

Do you like them painted? What colors?

People like smelly socks. Does that mean you like dirty feet?

Do you like to watch a woman paint or trim her toenails?

Do you like to watch her wash her feet?

Long nails or short nails?

Or does none of this matter at all and I'm thinking too hard about it?