u/Hungry_Payment_8119

I can't lie I have had a very hard time coping with things after my ex dumped me and kicked me out. We were into some pretty weird things and I strangely developed a... Fetish I guess and now that she's permanently his and not interested in anything it's hard to not still fantasize about the bull.shit we would do. I mean id legit smell his boxers from the foot of the bed while they fucked on "date nights" and I have to be honest I can't stop thinking about it. I legit only way BBC porn now and most of its cuck shit. How exactly do u move on? Do I even rly want to? If I don't want to how would I seek something similar? Need all the advice/help I can get