I’m just a 50 year old woman married to a 63m who will never be able to have sex again. So maybe I just wish I was having so much sex that I could be considered hypersexual. Fuck my life really sucks. Maybe I’m just frustrated and venting.
In my 50f dreams I get all the deepest loving completely connected and devoted sensual loving partner. Reality sucks I’m married to man who cannot do anything for me. Life sucks so bad I just keep dreaming of getting the love I desire someday.
As a wife who hasn’t had sex in 3 years because my husband can’t. I feel like I think about sex non stop. Being celibate this long makes me crave it and feel less human. Like I don’t know what real couples get to feel. I miss the connection and feeling loved. Now if I ever have it again I feel like I might die. I want sex all the fucking time without any avail. It torture living in this horny body.
I constantly think my life doesn’t feel whole or worth living without it. Like it’s the only thing that actually matters in life. I keep thinking of ways to end life because living without it hurts so much.