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This is part 3 of the journal that I’m keeping about my wife’s dive into cucking me. This has been a whirlwind and I hope you read the other parts to catch up. The day after she got fucked by the dominant guy, she texted me telling me she had another date planned. My wife likes playing ping pong and is very good at it, and this guy is supposedly much better than her at ping pong. He’s from France, and 23 years old… and absolutely ripped. He’s a rock climber, biker, and looks like he could be a model. She got ready for her date, and texted me she was on her way. They played ping pong and just talked for a long time. She said he was HOT, but wasn’t sure if he was into her because they didn’t do anything really flirty. The next day, he asked her if she was free and she said yes. They made plans to go swim at a lake together. I was hoping for her to go topless since that’s pretty normal here, but she didn’t and again he didn’t push anything. She told me then that she thought maybe he was just looking for a friend since he was new to the city. However, immediately after that the vibe shifted. She texted me something which I wasn’t expecting. On her profile is just that she’s “ENM” and not looking for anything serious. This is because she doesn’t want to scare off some people by saying she’s married and I’m a cuck lol. She won’t lie to someone about it, but she doesn’t tell people unless it comes up that she’s married. In this case, she told me he has asked about that and she told him “everything”. I asked if that meant he knew that I also liked her being with other people and not just that she was in an open relationship, and she said “he knows the WHOLE nine yards” which I thought was a big step. After this she shared a few texts:
Allie: “we are both headed home to shower and he has to get groceries and then meeting at -park-“ and then hopefully he’s coming home with me haha. I need him to live up to the French stereotypes a bit more LOL

“It’s crazy to be with the equivalent of one of the track guys that always went for the cheerleaders”

Then they met at the park and a little later she let me know he was coming over. She had run home because it was about to storm, but he had stayed out to see the storm. I said “is he just out in the storm or what?” And she said “yeah wild”. “Guess he’ll have to take his clothes off when he gets there to dry” I said. “No kidding, and I don’t mind. Might have to change into yours…”

Then she sent a selfie holding up her ring after I suggested she wear it…

The evening was silence. He came over and they watched a movie and I patiently waited for updates. Around 2am he left and she told me they had a good time but didn’t do anything and she said she guessed he just wanted to be friends. But then, the next morning she sent a screenshot of a text from him. “I rly wish to kiss you but I was too concentrated on your happy photo with (my name). What about you coming to my place tomorrow and we just kissing and hugging?”

FUCK. Should’ve put away our engagement photos I guess hahaha. The next day Allie told me she was going to invite him over. I was driving with my mom and had my phone connected so I couldn’t receive any updates which was so hard. Then a few hours before we got back I got

“He is over don’t come back too soon ;)”
Followed by 40 minutes later

“He headed out that was incredible”

“I’m still shaking”

My brain was rewired.

When I got home, we had to wait for my mom to go to sleep. My heart was pounding. I walked in and saw Allie in a cute little blue dress with flowers, and when I walked into our bedroom I saw a pair of panties on the floor with clearly stains in them. I shut the door and started making out with Allie like it was our last day on earth. I begged her to walk me through exactly what happened. Here was her account:

“He came over and had to shower since he was coming from work. When he finished he came out into the living room with just his underwear on and came and sat next to me and started kissing me. I put my hands on him like this -puts one hand on my abs and the other on my head- and he started putting his hands on me. He rubbed my nipple through my dress and then took off my dress. We made out for a LONG time. -she put her hand down from my abs to my dick and touched me over my pants-“

Me: did you touch him like that too?

Her: yes of course. After a while, he asked me if I wanted to go to the bedroom and I joked he was inviting me to my own bedroom. We went in there and sat on the bed just like this and made out some more. Then he got on top of me and took my panties off and touched me all over. He put on a condom and I was so wet for him and he started slowly fucking me. We fucked mostly missionary and he held my legs open. He came first and then asked if I wanted to cum, and started fingering me. I thought I was going to cum just from fingering. He rubbed my clit and it was so hot, he kept going after I came and wouldn’t stop until I moved his hand away.

Me: how big was he? (I had been eating her used pussy while she told me all this)

Allie: “big enough to hurt” he was shorter than yours but thicker.

After this I started fucking her and she told me something I’ll never forget that made me cum so hard.

Allie: “afterwords he asked me if I thought about you at all while we fucked”

Me: what did you say?

Allie: “I had to think about it, but no I didn’t”

I came right after that. He texted her a few days later asking if she wanted round two, but unfortunately she got a cold and so had to postpone. Last night she went on a date with someone who “looks like a prince” and hopes to go on another date with him. My mom is gone also now, and so we are excited to have some fun in person. We sexted a lot yesterday and shared some of our kinks. While we sexted she sat on my pillow so I would have stains on it when I got home. Here are a few of her texts

“I’m gonna make you SO jealous bby”

“I like the idea of having someone over and making out with them and them fucking me but all you can do is kiss me and play with my nipples while they’re the ones inside me”

“This is probably a ways off, but to take you in the ass while someone else fucks my pussy underneath would be so hot”

“The thought of being all tied up while this is happening”

“Taking my time and making a mess on your pillow ;)”

“Fuck I just came so hard”

And yes, I know I’m lucky. Hopefully I will have some more updates soon!

If you haven’t read the first post I made, please do. The background is important, because we are a real couple and this is kind of like my journal to document everything which happens. I finished part 1 with saying she was looking on Tinder. Well, look on Tinder she did.

Right now (still at the moment) my mom is visiting, and we are traveling around. My wife Alli is at home and decided to surprise me by telling me the first day I was traveling that she had a date planned with a “HOT 30 year old”. I was shocked because remember for the last 2 years she hadn’t done anything with anyone else. Remember my wife looks perfect. Blue eyes, brown hair, a sly smile, 5’4”, comes across very innocent and “cute” but the switch flips when we get to the bedroom. I know when she gets horny nothing will stop her from getting what she wants. And it turns me on so much when what she wants is someone else. Anyway, the teasing began: “if not tonight, tomorrow” (implying for the date) Then she just sent a quote from him “tell me what you like because once I take off your panties I’m
In charge” fuck.

Alli: “we called to plan, (very millennial of him) and he said I have a sweet voice ;)

Me: what did you guys talk about?

Alli: He started by asking if I was a good girl and said he wanted to lick me all over

-she sent a pic of her absolutely soaked panties-

Alli: He asked when my bedtime is and I said preferably 10 but I’m willing to negotiate. “I suppose my hard throbbing cock would be a contributing factor”

Meanwhile I’m in a hotel room with my MOM so I can’t even do anything and have to pretend like I’m totally normal even though my entire body is absolutely shaking. After she told me she was heading out around 11pm, it was clear what was going to happen and I just waited for updates I must have checked my phone every 3 minutes for an hour. Then she sent 2 pics of herself in a dress after the date back home. She looked used and her lips were red, and I saw a mark on her neck.

Here was her account:
Alli: Back home! All good! Ok so basically I’m glad I went and it was fun but not going to be a repeat. We had 2 rounds and I never managed to cum because there were just a few too many icks like his inability to kiss and just waggling his tongue lol. But I still enjoyed it and it was nice to be manhandled :) he grabbed me by my hair and ass and moved me from the bathroom to his room to living room ;). He had a foot fetish and first thing he said when I got to his place was that my feet are really cute, I really need to look back into doing feet pics hahaha. It was hot that he was gentle at first and asked as he got more rough. He was big enough that it hurt when I was on my knees ;) also uncircumcised! Best part was afterwords when he noticed my callouses on my hands and said I must work out a lot :) you can see the red where he held around my neck in the second pic ;) goodnight I love you

The next morning I asked a few more questions including what positions they did and where he came, as well as how things went down
Alli: inside of me when he was on top of me (in a condom). We had kissed in the elevator on the way up and then again as he undressed me when we got in. First he pulled aside my dress and kissed my nipple. He showered then because he’d been out all day and I watched and got in a little bit and made out. He pressed me up against the wall in the bathroom and took in the view and when we went to his bedroom on the floor and he kissed my feet to get hard enough for the condom . He was slightly smaller than you, and he shushed me whenever I got too loud but that’s kinda hot to be used and told to be quiet.

(Positions)

Floor with him behind me, on the bed with him holding my legs up, sideways, halfway on the couch on my stomach, on my knees on the other couch, missionary, sideways, legs up, deep from behind, missionary.

This was Thursday. Friday, she went out again with someone else and that story is even hotter than this one because not only did he make her cum, it was at our apartment while I was still gone. And, they fucked in our bed. she’s going on a second date with him tonight. I don’t have time to finish that part so I will update in a future post :)

Hey everyone! My wife and I are… experimenting… and we want to find out the best way to get tested in Berlin. I had read a post here once where I thought there was an easy place to go which may be even free with insurance (TK) but we can’t find any good info. Any recommendations? We are hoping to have regular testing done.

Thanks!

I’ve been a long time lurker here, and I have recently felt like my real life situation is not only hotter than some of these stories, but REAL. And to me, it’s always way hotter when I know that it’s real given how much fiction there is. I’m not the best author, so bear with me. But I plan to document every step of our journey if people like it.

It all started when I was in college. My girlfriend at the time and I were in a long distance relationship. We started dating when we were both 18 in high school, and continued into college. When we first started dating, she had just been in a longer relationship with a guy named Mike, as well as a few others before him. Meanwhile, she was my first. She wasn’t shy that he had a “massive” dick and was very dominant. I’m tall (6’6”, nearly 200cm) with an average sized dick around 6” but thin. My girlfriend at the time was happy with that, but I wasn’t ever dominant really and discovered quickly that I was actually more sub. When we first started dating, she and Mike texted a LOT still. She told me that they had broken up, but later she told me that they were just on a break and hadn’t broken things off yet but she wanted to have that conversation in person. She would text Mike goodnight every single night which she said was just because she cared about him. It was my first relationship, I argued but in the end put up with it until a year into our relationship when I got suspicious and went into her phone. I found a few sexts on Instagram with Mike, and was devastated. We nearly broke up but she cried and apologized and I took her back. We grew apart in college and eventually broke up. One day when I was jerking off, I randomly had a flash in my head of her and Mike fucking, and I came harder than I had ever cum before. All of a sudden, instead of something which made me extremely jealous and angry, it had become my biggest kink. After we had broken up a bit, we still messed around and there are some stories I could tell about her half-cucking me, but I’ll save these for another day.

Today’s story is about my wife- Allie (fake name for privacy). After I broke up with my ex, I was obsessed with cuck porn. After half a year or so, I decided to start dating again. I got on the dating apps and went on some dates with some success but nothing which really clicked. Then I met Allie on Tinder. We went on a date, and it was love at first sight. We danced, ate, and shared stories, and more than anything she’s HOT. Blue eyes, straight brunette hair, short (5’4”) and athletic with small but perky boobs and a perfectly shaped ass. A cute nerdy smile which lights up the room.

We went on a few more dates, all the while my hormones were going crazy. On our second date, I went to her place to watch a movie. We never finished the movie. We were cuddling and I got a boner. She started grinding into me, the newness of everything making the air thick with anticipation. After staring into her big blue eyes, we started making out like the world was ending. She began rubbing me through my pants while I leaked precum everywhere. She took me to her bed and undid everything for me. Immediately I felt the warm wet feeling of her mouth as she plunged onto my dick, engulfing me in her warmth as I nearly came immediately. My first thought was “she’s done this before”. I didn’t last long. Right as I was about to cum she grabbed my balls and pushed me deeper into her throat making her gag. I shot rope after rope into her mouth, and she swallowed every last one. I went to return the favor by going down on her. Only problem is, my ex had never let me eat her pussy so I was flying blind. I made her cum, but I could tell she was amused by my rookie mistakes. I told her that I had never done that before and she said “I’ll give you lots of practice don’t worry”.

As we progressed in our relationship, we had all of the normal firsts. We fucked (with a condom), said I love you, and had lots of cute dates. The first 5 months was interesting to me, because psychologically I had lost all cuck fantasies. I began to think it was merely associated with my past relationship. However, the more I grew to love this woman, the more I started having thoughts about what her past lovers were like and thinking about her getting pounded by someone else. By year 1, I was back jerking off thinking about my hot girlfriend getting fucked by other guys and cheating on me. Eventually she got on birth control, and we started fucking raw. She told me she had never let anyone else cum in her- this was an incredible experience to have.

Finally I got up the courage to talk to her about it. I was so nervous, and didn’t know how to bring it up. Would she see me differently? Would she still want to be with me? When we were in bed one night, finally told her that I have a kink which I’m super embarrassed about, and it’s weird. She was curious and could see I was super nervous, so she pulled me close to her and cooed for me to tell her and that she wouldn’t judge me. “Sometimes I get turned on by the thought of getting cheated on. Of finding out you had sex with someone else” she was a little surprised but then “I wondered why you always asked so many questions about my exes. Is this just a fantasy or something you really want to see? I don’t think it’s weird at all, I think a lot of guys have this kink” I was blown away. Here was my sweet innocent nerdy girlfriend, open to my biggest kink.
“For now just fantasy… but let’s see where it goes”

From there on, she started teasing me more occasionally after we discussed what turns me on. Subtle mentions of her exes right when I was about to cum, joking about seeing someone hot in class. We took it slowly, and I didn’t press her for more so I didn’t push her away… but I was obsessed.

Towards the end of college, I accepted a job in Europe and knew I wanted to marry her and bring her with me. I decided to propose in the spring, and we both left for summer jobs with plans to elope in June (ahead of our real wedding) when she came to visit me. I encouraged her to have fun while she’s at work, and said it would be hot if she goes on some dates. She agreed it would be fun, and the first day she arrived for her job she sent me screenshots of a Tinder profile she had made with the caption “looking for short-term fun ;)”. I came almost instantly. After this, she sent me lots of screenshots of her flirting with a number of guys. I was intrigued by her type: older than her 5-10 years (she was 21 at the time), and muscular/fit. I may post some of these screenshots at some point.

Eventually she went on a date with a guy named Dan. Dan was 28 and a finance bro. She sent me her cute outfit- a shirt white dress- ahead of the date, and lots of flirty texts telling me she shaved just in case. I was absolutely dying. They went to a movie (the movie was about my career field too which made it hotter that she went with him before me) and dinner. She was mostly radio silent, but then sent me an update from the bathroom at dinner. “The way he looks at me is HOT. I think I feel comfortable going home with him” attached was a selfie with an absolutely sexy grin and flushed cheeks. I blew up her phone asking for more details. 30 min later she said “we are going to the park to make out. He told me where to park and to wait for him ‘so we can hold hands across the street’’”. I begged for more details. what flirty stuff he had said to her. “He told me that we should get coffee because it’s going to be a long night ;)” I followed her location like a hawk all night. She stopped in the park and I didn’t hear anything for an hour. When she drove home she called me to tell me all the details.

“That was so fun, we just made out that whole time. I’m WET (she sent a pic of her absolutely ruined underwear). He reached into my dress and grabbed my boobs while we made out. He could feel everything. I felt him get hard, he felt huge. I’m definitely going to see him again”

The next weekend she did. This time, with plans to go back to his place. She sent a picture of her by the ocean, clearly taken by someone else. I was on the east coast and her on the west, so I had to go to sleep before I got the update. I woke up to a picture of her in a bathroom I didn’t recognize with red cheeks, a disheveled look, and wearing a t-shirt I didn’t recognize. Along with the picture was a text “my body count is 8 now”. I have never been so turned on as that moment. I begged her for every single detail. She told me that she didn’t cum, but it was still fun. That he fucked her on her side and pulled out to cum (even with the condom). She said he was thicker than me for sure, but not longer. She said he was very rough with her which turned me on so much to hear.

A week later she had plans to see him again, but there was a twist. This was the night she had a red eye to come and see me and get married the next day. She dressed up in a pretty lacy blue dress, and had another fun night. I didn’t get to hear any details until we got to the hotel room where we stayed to visit. It was excruciating seeing her get off of the plane with the same blue dress that I know had been on someone else’s floor just hours before. We got to the hotel and didn’t waste a second. Hottest sex I’ve ever had to date. I undressed her and immediately notice that her scent was slightly different than usual. The next thing I noticed was the rent marks she had on her ass. I have spanked her before, but never hard enough to leave marks for more than a few seconds. She also had a small hickey below her collarbone. She began telling me the details of how he checked to see if his dad was awake still (28 living with his parents, I know) when he came back he pressed her over the pool table and made out with her while he started feeling under the same blue dress I was taking off. When she moaned he covered her mouth to keep her quiet. The same mouth that would share her vows hours later. She undid his pants and said he was even thicker than she remembered and had made her sore. The rest of the details are fuzzy. I remember entering her and noticing that she felt different. It felt somehow smoother, but clearly looser than before. Her lips were red, swollen from the abuse it had taken. She cried out when I entered her and said to go slow, Dan had made her sore. She told me the details as I fucked her and tried to last, but inevitably I came quickly and we cuddled and made out for a while. Then we got married.

After the summer jobs, life got in the way and she never managed to cuck me again due to a number of issues, but has continued to tease me about Dan and plan for the future to cuck me when I can witness it in person. Recently we’ve been able to plan for this again, and she’s reactivated her tinder in Europe now, so I figured I would document a real couple’s experiences as they happen as a journal for me, and hopefully fun to read for all of you. Yesterday she told me “I can’t wait for an older man to press me against that wall” and “I can’t wait for a real man to fuck me. I mean you have a good dick, but I want someone to take control of me. We are still young and I want someone with experience”

This concludes the backstory. If you like this, I will continue updating here