u/Infinite-Treacle-80

I usually keep my insides clean by using douche and hose to clean my insides. Ofcourse I does it safely with saline water. But it's too much of a trouble to have to do it so frequently. I also stay away from eating food before anal with my boyfriend. But is there any healthy diet I can take like some liquid only diet that have all the nutrition I need?

Well I'm a ricebunny from one of the safest country in the world (you probably can take a guess where that is). I often fantasize about being raped since young. The thought of being abused and treated roughly just makes me wet. I also love romance like normal girls but rape also turns me on. However I do have a normal family and social life so this is obviously not possible. Nobody irl knows about this either but I really wish that I could live out these fantasies.

Walking down the street alone in a foreign country, men twice my size just picks me up and slowly breaks and abuse me. After they use me, they let me go back to my life but keeps videos of me and blackmail me with it. Making me wear toys in public, put on slutty outfit at night, do all kinds of thrilling stuff. Maybe I get to be kept as pet or eventually everyone finds out in a slut and shames me for it. Of course not in this life I have. Maybe in the future when I move to other countries like Australia, USA, Netherlands etc.

I'm also really into raceplay and anything humiliating. Where strong white or black men would treat me like an object and make me into their submissive housewife that cooks and serve them. I don't know what is wrong with me too. I can't help but keep fantasizing about these. People have offered me to fulfill my fantasies online but ultimately I'll need to earn a lot and save up enough to start a new life else where.

I'll probably start by going to a new country and getting a new job, becoming the shy girl in the place. Send rape baits online with my location to get used by men that I deem safe. Then play out all my bdsm dreams, how he uses me even during work and all. Ofcourse I'll need to know what type of people my colleagues are and see if I should be livestreamed being fucked in front of them or leak some videos to them so they can find out how much of a slut I am. Then maybe host orgies where I am dressed like a princess but ends up being a pass-around fleshlight.

I'm also pretty small so I think that would be an easy thing to achieve. I'm only 5'2 in height. I'll hope I can save up enough by 24 when I'm still young, hot, sexy and fertile to live out my fantasies. Any suggestions?

Emperor Qingxue was a princess of this kingdom. Three years ago, both her father and brother sacrificed during a war with a neighbouring kingdom. This left her as the only royal blood in this empire, forcing her onto the throne and ruling at the age of 17.

  Three years have passed, Qingxue now 20 have made her empire strong and her people thrive. Those kingdoms and states that once held a threat to her and her people are now conquered. Twelve neighbouring states still exists today, all existing as proxy states to hers.

  Every year, a ceremony will be held by her empire for all the proxy states to come pay tributes and show loyalty. This time round, the gifts was all unique and priceless. There are new inventions to make crop cultivation better, there are jade and priceless jewels presented to her.

  Qingxue is very satisfied with these gifts, rewarding these nations with more military protection as well as the heavenly rights to rule over their own land.

  All was good until the last proxy state. Their representative came in front of Qingxue with a huge wooden box and a metal cage pushed by seven men.

  "Your royalty emperor Qingxue, this is what my state have to offer." The representative spoke with confidence while everyone else watched in horror. Inside of the cage was a man. A naked man with a skin colour that people of these nations have ever seen before. What made him different is the size of him. His height is 6'2 with an insanely strong body. The muscles on his body is refined, looking as though he could rip off a person's head with bare hands. What made everyone furious is that this black man is completely naked, such a vulgar act in front of their empress.

  "HOW DARE YOU!" A man screamed at the last representative. "You are defiling the heavenly palace with your act of presenting a naked man."

  Among chaos in the crowd, my soldiers quickly separated everyone, stopping the chaos quickly. Qingxue sat on her throne watching all these happen, shaking her head with her palm to her forehead.

  Qingxue was not disappointed, she was simply doing that to hide her own expressions so as to prevent her thoughts from being understood by all these people. Qingxue's sight landed on the huge cock of the black man, it was as thick as her forearm and almost.... ten inches long?

  Her thoughts ran wild as she had never tried a man's cock before. All that Qingxue could do is act annoyed or angry to hide her red and blushing face. Qingxue was still too young before she became an empress. Being a virgin for 20 years of her life, she never even fingered herself before. She had imaginations of being with a man but her role as an emperor made it difficult to get married. She would often rub her own clit and masterbate to sleep. Should she have any sexual needs, she could only have lesbian sex secretly with the maidens in her palace. These are some little secrets about Qingxue that she would take to her grave.

  A thought came into her mind after all the commotion was stopped, her men asked her for the next step, awaiting her orders.

  "To the prison. I will deal with them myself." She waved her hand signalling to get rid of these people and end this ceremony.

  A few hours later, Qingxue entered the prison. This place is dimly lit, holding the worst of the worst prisoners. Qingxue only brought her personal guards, not needing other escorts.

  As she arrived in front of the cell holding the black man, he is still naked and smirking arrogantly.

  "Take his cage and bring to it my palace. I will dispose of him myself, if anyone ask just tell them he is dead already." Qingxue walked to the end of the hall, collecting the wooden box brought by the representative earlier.

  "take this box along as well." QIngxue passed the box to the guards and left,.

  Qingxue returned to continue her work. As the emperor, QIngxue has a really heavy workload and stressful life. There are too many things that requires her to handle personally to keep everything in control and prevent corruption.

  At midnight when she finally finished all her work for the day, she returned back to her own palace where she sleeps. The room is filled with scented candles and aroma. These aroma can improve her sleep and make her more relaxed. This time, there is another smell.

  A huge black man in the cage, his hands are tied loosely with ropes and cock still as huge as ever. QIngxue's exhaustion immediately disappated, replaced with sex drive. The smell of semen and male hormones messed with her mind. Her nipples became hard and her pussy wet from just from the thought of losing her virginity.

  "What is your name slave?" Qingxue spoke with an arrogant tone as though she is speaking to nothing but an object.

  "My name? Aww emperor Qingxue is interested in me aren't you." He teased Qingxue, his cock flaccid but huge.

  Qingxue pulled out a sword. The sword had a simplistic design but its made of the hardest material known to her empire. The symbol of heavenly order to rule her empire.

  "You're nothing but a black slave. Watch your tongue or I will skin you alive and feed your flesh to livestocks. I will have your skin delivered to your nation before I conquer it." As prideful as ever, she will not allow herself to be insulted by anyone.

  "Aw, you're tough. Why dont you let me out and I will give you what you want."

  "Tsk, just so you know. You're in my land." Qingxue unlocked the cage then stepped back until the edge of her bed and sat on it.

  Being this the first time she ever had been in a room with naked man, Qingxud suddenly froze in awkwardness. What is she supposed to do next. Strip? In front of another man? That would be so weird....

  The black man stepped forward, towering over Qingxue. The size difference is obvious, a girl height 5'2 and man height 6'2. He could pick Qingxue up and she wouldnt be able to resist.

  "Kneel down like the slut ricebunny you are. Suck my superior cock and I will show you how superior it is." He spoke, his large hands placing on the back of Qingxue's head.

  "Shut up you inferior monkeys. Your people still live on trees. Don't order me around." being suddenly degraded like this made Qingxue blush, her body is reacting to his lewd and vulgar language.

  "Monkeys? My name is Shawn and I'm your new master do you understand?" He smirked, knowing that Qingxue made a big mistake hiding him into her room instead of killing him.

  His right hand on the back of Qingxue's head forced her to look down at his own cock. The flaccid 6 inch cock made her C cup size breasts look petite.

  "Now get off the bed and start sucking or I will make you a masterbation cup." Shawn gently slapped her face, teasing her on.

  'kneel? I'm the emperor, I won't fucking kneel to a nobody' Qingxue is offended by this, but the thought of being at a man's feet only turned her on further. She could not give away her pride for her sexual fantasies.

  "You should be the one kneeling, I'm the emperor and you're nothing.... I'll allow you to not kneel just this time..." Qingxue acted feisty, hiding her real thoughts behind a angsty front.

  Shawn laughed at how stupid this girl is, pretending to not want it. He knew he would get what he wants anyways. He picked her up by her neck, flipping her around to make her lay on her back with her head by the edge of the bed.

  He forced her mouth open and forced his cock right into her throat. She tried to resist, her hands clawed at his hips but was way too weak to even push him slightly. It was as thought Shawn is a hard concrete wall that cannot be moved.

  He casually pummelled her throat, making his cock grow in size using her body as nothing but a masterbation cup.

  Qingxue's gagging did not make him stop or slow down. She could feel his cock growing inside of throat and mouth. Her jaw was spread wide open, her throat and mouth was soft and felt like a top quality masterbation cup.

  Every thrust made her body shake, her breasts bouncing as her throat gets pummelled by her master

  He only stopped after seeing her body go limp, her body stopped resisting and his cock is finally at full size. At this point, there is a clear bulge on her throat with his cock inside, her eyes are rolled back from pleasure.

  He pulled out of her throat with a cock now fully erected. Black and rock hard.

  "Get up Qingxue, my beloved ricebunny." He watched Qingxue gasp for breathe in aftershock. He gave her a few seconds to calm down, then grabbed her by her hair and made her sit up and look at him in his cock.

  When Qingxue finally regain control of her own body, she could feel her heart pounding very quickly. 'fuck....I almost came...'

  "Come here bitch, take off your shirt like a stripper you are." Shawn opened the wooden box that was brought along, grabbing some money and shoving it between Qingxue's cleavage, humiliating her like a stripper.

  "Hurry and strip or I will do it for you." Shawn is starting to get impatient with Qingxue being hesistant with everything. He grabbed her again and tore her delicate dress off her body, leaving her on the bed naked.

  "KYAAA!" Qingxue screamed, then covered her own mouth. She almost attracted the attention of people, luckily she asked the guards to be off duty today.

  "Screw yourself you stupid monkey. I'll make the guards come and kill you." Qingxue threatened him, her arms covering her breasts and pussy from his view.

  "Oh? call the guards huh? let's help you out with that." Shawn flipped Qingxue around, making her lay on her stomach. He shoved his thick and rough middle finger into her pussy, lifting her hips up.

  "Fuck, you're a Virgin? Hahah the emperor of this empire is a fucking virgin slut." He removed his fingers and aimed his cock at her pussy.

  "Moan really loudly for me okay? That will get the guards here and see how much of a slut you are." He pulled Qingxue by her hair, making her body arch as he forced his cock straight into her pussy.

  "KYAAAAA!" Her moans echoed through the room and palace. It would have surely gotten the attention of her guards if there is any on duty today. Before she went to sleep she had asked the guards to be off duty.

  Her legs begin shaking, her pussy spread wide open. 'fuck... it's reaching my cervix...'

  In the first thrust, the tip of his cock slam right into her cervix.

  "Such a tight...fucking pussy." Shawn could feel his cock hitting something with only half his cock inside of her.

  "would be a shame if such a good pussy couldn't take my entire cock." He was focused on forcing his entire cock into her pussy.

  "Fuck.... I told you it won't fit..." Her voice is mixed with cries, her face eith two streams of tears.

  "Shut the fuck up bitch." He slapped Qingxue on her womb and pulled her hair back even further. From fucking her in doggystyle to naking her back arch until her body is up straight.

  "Hahah you fucking masochistic slut, your pussy clench tigter when i slapped you." He forced his cock up even deeper. An obvious bulge in the shape of Shawn's cock could be seen on her abdomen.

  This time, his cock did not even push in more than halfway. He let go of Qingxue, letting her fall forward with her hip lifted up by his cock.

  He flipped Qingxur around again, making her lay on her back. He lifted up and legs and pressed it back, forcing her ankles all the way to her ears. 

  "Damn, so fucking flexible. a perfect cum toilet for me." He looked at the position Qingxue is in, satisfied with his own work.

  He made Qingxue hold onto her own legs, then lean in to force her cock into her again.

  "No...stop it hurts... I'll fucking kill you..." She cried as he fucked her pussy, this time his cock managed yo force in even more than just half.

'shit... it's feeling so good... if this keeps up I might cum...'

  "sthap...no more..." Qingxue's voice became softer as it started to feel good. Shawn noticed the change in her expression, only making him more excited.

  "you're one talented fucking slut aren't you. Already enjoying being raped even though this is your first time?" He became even more forceful with his pounding. His fingers reached to toy with her nipples.

  "Such good breasts, would make a good sow to milk." He could see that her cries became soft moans that she hasnt even realized.

  He reached to pinch and flick her clit all of a sudden, making her whole body shake and her legs spasm like a slut.

  "Kyaaa not there...." her voice was shaking, her legs spasming like crazy as she orgasm. He made one last forceful thrust and pulled out of her pussy.

  Qingxue squirted uncontrollably, a stream of liquid spray across the room violently.

  Her limbs went weak after her orgasm, her mind messy and submissive. Her soft and silent panting made her a really cute masterbation cup.

  Shawn watched her trying yo regain conposure, annoyed that a sex toy orgasm before he could cum.

  "Times up bitch." He grabbed Qingxue by her waist, dragging her off the bed.

  "Wait! no you can't.... I just came. I'll die if you continue." Her calmness after cumming turned back into panic, if this keeps up she will be raped stupid.

  "masterbation cups are not supposed to get any rest Qingxue." He picked her up by her hands, lifting her up with her pussy above his cock.

  Qingxue kicked her legs around, trying to regain her footing but her size is simply too small to resist. He let go of her hands, letting Qingxue fall and his cock slipped right into her pussy slamming into her cervix once again.

  "ahh, finally. " He watched as he felt the tightness of her pussy wrap around nearing the base of his cock. After her orgasm, he could now fit his cock almost all the way into her pussy.

  "kyaaaa! it hurts... pwease sthap... it's sho pain..." Qingxue felt nauseous from having the tip of the cock slamming into her cervix again, his cock reshaping her insides and pressing against her organs.

  It is as though all her organs has to make way for her vagina so that she could become a perfect masterbation cup.

  "Stop? Didn't you want to call the guards? Let me lend you a hand." He laughed menacingly

  With Qingxue on his cock, he lifted up her legs up once again, making her ankles reach her ear. A petite slut spreading her legs like that, a perfect petite sex toy.

  He start walking towards the door while making Qingxue bounce on his cock each time he step forward.

  "NONO PLEASE DON'T...." Qingxue begged and cried uncontrollably. She could not let herself be seen like this...

  "No? But you wanted to call the guards didn't you? I'm just helping you." Shawn questioned her as he rubbed her clit.

  "No... I'm sorry I was wrong.... I won't call the guards ever again..." Qingxue cried while begging.

  "Who's wrong? I can't hear you clearly. "

  "I'm sorry...Your masterbation cup is sorry master.... please don't walk outside with me like that..." She knew what Shawn wanted to hear. The threat is real and such degrading words only made her more horny despite her cries.

  "Ohh you're finally learning your lesson. Guess I will reward you today by finishing quickly."

  He forced Qingxue against the wall, making her do a split with one leg on the ground and the other pointing to the ceiling.

  He pummelled her pussy at a speed and force that she had never felt before. A sudden wave of pleasure overwhelmed her non-stop, making her orgasm consecutively until her mind eventually turned crazy from all the pleasure.

  Shawn did not care about how much her legs were shaking nor her squirting like a bitch. He was focused on his speed and force, trying to finish quickly inside of her.

 After almost two minutes off rapid pounding, Qingxue orgasm seven times and his cock finally began pulsating.

  Ropes of hot semen shot into her womb, inflating her womb into many times it's original size. It is as though he had unlimited semen, it   kept on shooting into her pussy.

  Qingxue is left unconscious with a cum filled vagina and womb plugged with a black dildo.

  Inside the wooden box is all the sex toys and invention made by the land where Shawn came from.

I have been successful at training my ass for my boyfriend. With good amount of lube I am able to let my boyfriend pummel my ass. He has been into bdsm lately and wanted to try out some insanely long anal toys. I don't seem to be able to fit them inside like how people does it in the videos. Can someone explain to me why and how to get around it?