u/Infinite_Sherbert_86

At the start of this year I posted about my new years revolution which was to explore this kink as I had been interest in it for multiple years. A couple of times a week I was eating some of my loads I got to the point where I was able to eat a whole load which I was so proud of.
Recently I’ve been smearing a lot more recently and I’ve noticed that in the last month I’ve not been able to orgasm unless shit is involved somehow.
I experienced this a few times over the year but this is the longest I’ve went. Is it possible that this will be a permanent thing? I’m not complaining as such as I’m super happy to get messy.
I’m also exploring wearing diapers a lot more and contemplating unpotty training. If anyone has any advice on that front too it would be much appreciated!

I’ll start by saying I was a bedwetter when I was younger and as embarrassing as it was at that age waking up in a soaking pull up was so comforting.
Over the past few years I’ve went back to wearing pull ups and thicker ABDL diapers. At the start it was once every couple of weeks to slowly becoming wearing most of the week. I normally wear them while I’m playing games or watching tv then after they’re completely full and close to leaking I’ll change before bed.
But recently I’ve been thinking about the idea of completely un potty training and starting with bedtime first, reading through this sub has been super duper helpful.
I’m really excited to get my bed wetting journey started so I can go on my deeper journey of being completely unpotty trained.
Any advice is appreciated!

Chubby trans man looking to get absolutely filthy this week. I’m down for anything involving scat give me a message if interested!