45M AuDHD Hypersexual (Dark Twisted Kinks Running Wild)

I'm a 45M AuDHD guy with a hypersexual brain that runs on some pretty dark and twisted kinks/ fantasies. Stuff I could never talk about with my partner - the kind of depraved thoughts I keep completely hidden.
When I'm alone it all just spirals and I'm left wondering... am I the only one who deals with this?
Anyone else have intense hidden dark fantasies they can't share IRL but they're always there?
Can anybody relate?

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u/Intelligent_Many_710 — 2 months ago