Never wanted to share but...
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Day 7 on Calia’s Forever Locked.
Mental only. No cage.
Zero touching. Zero edging.
Arousal and frustration are medium. Present, but completely manageable. I can go about my day without the urge turning into a crisis. The phrases repeat on their own sometimes, which is nice, but I’m not sitting here whimpering, begging strangers for permission, or writing essays about how I’ve forgotten what an orgasm feels like.
I keep reading posts from people on day 5–10 who sound like they’re about to die from horniness, claiming they can’t think, can’t function, and the curse has completely destroyed their will. Meanwhile I’m over here just… locked and functional. No dramatic breakdown. No “I never want to be free” meltdown.
So honest question for the ones who’ve actually lasted longer than a week:
Is the extreme desperation phase real for most people, or are a lot of you just roleplaying the most unhinged version of it for the sub?
Does the intensity usually climb later, or do some of us just settle into a quieter, more stable locked state?
Still haven’t touched. Still don’t plan to.
Just not interested in pretending I’m losing my mind when I’m not.
Curious what the actual long-term people think.