After smoking marijuana I haven't been the same
When I was 15 I was with my cousin's and my parents, my cousin's made me try marijuana for the first time but it went bad, at first I thought everything was fine until I started thinking I was dreaming, a lot of it is a blur but what I can remember is my cousin's eyes turning black and their teeth being sharp, I also thought that if I fell asleep I was going to die, apparently I had a panic attack and at one point thought my mom was trying to kill me and bashing on the door, I tried to burn myself and tried to harm myself using scissors, I eventually thought I was dead and for the next few weeks I was paranoid and terrified of almost everything, especially eyes, faces, when things were quiet, when I zoned out, tried to sleep, and I kept thinking I could hear voices and when I looked at random things my brain would register them as something to be scared of even if their not scary, now at 18 I still feel scared my the same things although it's not as bad, people do sometimes look and/or feel like they're fake or from uncanny valley, my hands do randomly shake and that makes me scared, if I zone out or people are talking quietly/ their voices are muffled even when my ears ring, that also freaks me out, I also struggle with sleep I now have nightmares, lucid dreams and sleep paralysis and now the smallest things like, a person not being on a bus, even just driving somewhere where I wouldn't normally be driving to can scare me and make me feel like I'm either dead or dreaming, I don't remember this happening before I tried marijuana only after I also don know if his is related to smoking marijuana, this also didn't not happen to anyone else besides me. Does anyone know why this could have happened?