Older bi guy
Ok this may be long and I apologize for that but I have to get this out.
When I was younger my first sexual experience was with an older gentleman. He and I both gave each other oral not just once but more times than I can count. (At least 1 to 2 times a week for over a year) sometimes more during certain weeks. The reason why it stopped was he moved to a different state.
Then I stated having certain feelings towards girls. I dated a few and eventually had sex with a couple. In my 20’s I met my now wife and I’ve hid my younger life from her. Well many years have passed and I’m having feelings of doing oral again with a man! I’m not sure if I will act on these feelings but if I get enough courage to then I just might. Is it wrong to have the feelings given my past? Is it wrong I have withheld my past from my wife?