PLS HELP...Am I wrong if i dont go visit?
So a little context I have been with my boyfriend for a little over a year. He has been in prison since March. When it forst started we were great it was like we got closer we talked sometimes literally 8 hours a day. Then one day it all changed and hes been brutally mean. I mean brutal. And as ashamed amd embarrassed i am, I honestly think hes cheating while in there. And he just acts like he doesnt care. It has taken since March for m3 to get approved bc of my record. I had to prove I have changed and finally got approved. We had 1 visit 2 weeks ago and I thought things would get better. Nope! He still hardly calls me anymore and when he does he picks a fight and hangs up on me and won't call or acknowledge messages. So the visit is scheduled for tomorrow and he called 1 tome today and it was okay. I asked if he qas calling back to do so before 1030. He calls at 1029 and I chose not to give him the satisfaction of showing him he upset me and he just kept saying "I was asleep" when I didnt say anything and then" wtf is your problem dude, atleast I called you" and when I hear the voice of the individual I think he has a "deeper" connection with he just makes me look and feel so stupid and is so mean and I tell him Im gonna go to sleep and he says "bye bye, Idgaf" then I told him I dont know if I should even come tomorrow he just mumbled something to tht dude and says" okay haha dont, idc".. has anyone else dealt with this? I keep saying its the stress there but hes breaking me. And idk what to do. It took so much to get approved and now I dont evn want to go. Am I wrong??