u/Junior-Jellyfish-527

(20) I’ve had this shit since I was around 15. I get periods of euphoria because I see improvement and pain goes away. Key word “Periods” pain comes back after thinking I can wank it again or keep trying vacuum therapy. On the verge of suicide to what seems every 3-4 months. Anyone have any ways to help the pain? It’s just an ongoing dull ache 24/7 I feel like a rabbied dog 😂 shit really sucks. I’ve been so desensitized to this whole thing by now it’s almost funny. Never thought my life would be like this so young. I haven’t lost hope yet but today is one of those days haha..