u/KiwiKitties

Like I actually love them just right now. Usually I hate them and either want more and bigger or want them to just disappear and don't exist. But now? I'm liking that they're a part of me and that I've survived. It makes me a bit happy even though I know they're gonna be visible and stay forever.

But like I can't stop staring at them. I've hated the fact that they've faded so much and that I "can't" see them but now they look so visible and they're just there in peace. It makes me feel calm about having them.

Anyway almost a week clean again hell yeah🔥🔥🔥

I'm so happy. I've been struggling so long to just get to a week clean and now I've successfully been clean for 8 whole days!!! It feels insane and unreal but in a good way. But almost all of my scars are faded or are fading really fast and it's triggering me but it's also making me happy. I wanna make it to 2 weeks but that's just high hopes. Who knows? Maybe I'll make it!

Take care, y'all! :)

(Left and right arm in the pictures)