u/LankyBlackberry5345

He said he won’t use my holes anymore until I meet my weight loss goal!

For the longest time, I was one of those “strong independent women.” I made more money than my partners, worked harder than they did and always outside the home, was more educated, etc. I hated the idea of the framework I was raised in, that women should be submissive and take care of and serve their man. I refused anything but an “equal” relationship, and thought I was better for it.

I’m learning better now. My fiancé has been encouraging me to quit my job and move in with him. So I gave notice, and now I’m up making breakfast before we leave for the office. Tomorrow I’ll do the same thing, and instead of going to work myself, I’ll go to the gym before cleaning the apartment wearing nothing but these stockings and a pair of heels. There’s a list of chores he’s been needing to do, and I plan to make myself useful. I’ll greet him on my knees with supper on the table when he gets home, and maybe he’ll use me after supper before he settles down for the evening for a movie and a glass of whiskey.

If anyone has any other tips for being a worthy, useful live-in toy, I’d love to hear them!

My wants and needs don’t matter as long as men are pleased

I want to be broken and trained to take a saddle and bridle, or maybe to pull carts of heavy things around. I might buck a bit, but deep down I really do just want to be useful!

Then pin me down and make me regret putting it on

I thought I could have normal, sweet, loving relationships, but I just want to be whipped and slapped and shoved into a cage or closet when I’m not actively doing chores or being fucked

A very specific idea I’ve had for awhile: I want to be looked over like a horse or cow at auction.

In my head I’d be tied, standing or kneeling, hands behind my back. If someone was interested, they’d come take a look: touch me, pull my hair, run their hands down my legs, pinch my stomach and hips, force my mouth open to look at my teeth, use their fingers to explore my mouth and throat. Maybe take notes or say aloud what they’d need to change: weight loss, better muscle, paler or tanner skin, shaved better, where a brand might look best. Not talking to me, of course, I’m just an object. You wouldn’t expect an animal to know what training it needs.

If I pass the physical inspection they could take me for a test drive, test my gag reflex and how tight my holes are. How do I handle pain? Clamps? Being hit? Am I trained the way they like, or do I need to be broken again?

All this, to say nothing of the actual training process if they decide I’m worth taking and breaking in.

On a 72hr fast currently, I have 16hrs left and the hunger signals are mostly gone if I don’t think about them too much. But what would you do to me if I broke it early and had a lil snacky-snack?

(Disclaimer I am doing this safely, am keeping up with electrolytes and vitamins, etc, this is just a kink and not sh)

I hate wearing high heels. They make me look feminine, they change my stride pattern, the click-clack on the floor draws attention to me, I can’t move very fast in them, and my hips sway back and forth when I walk.

All the more reason I should have a pair on permanently! My ass and legs would look fantastic, I couldn’t run away from someone wanting to use me, and it would put me at just the right height to be bent over and fucked hard. I couldn’t possibly deny what I am because I’ll look like it constantly: a sex doll, a pretty toy to be used rough and put away when I’m not needed.

I’ve been trying to train my ass to take it more easily so I don’t cry and try to get away when he fucks me. I have a little plug and I’ve been practicing with this dildo, but I can only get the tip in by myself.

I really want someone to tie me down and slowly, unyieldingly break me open. Tell me there’s no escape, no way I’m getting released until the toy is hilted inside me. Gag me if I’m too loud and hit me if I struggle or pull away. Torture me with it, fuck my asshole, get it almost all the way in, then pull it out and start over. Tell me how weak I am for not being able to take it.

Then when you get bored and the base is nestled between my cheeks, lock it in place with a chastity belt and tell me you’re going to leave me to get used to it. No escape, no reprieve, just this dildo locked in my ass until I’m ready to surrender and be a good toy.

I don’t deserve to sleep in your bed, I should be fucked and abused and hurt and shoved off into a corner and forgotten until you want me again.

Should I extend it to 48hrs? 132# currently (Please be mean to me)

Goal is 36hrs

A very specific idea I’ve had for awhile: I want to be looked over like a horse or cow at auction.

In my head I’d be tied, standing or kneeling, hands behind my back. If someone was interested, they’d come take a look: touch me, pull my hair, run their hands down my legs, pinch my stomach and hips, force my mouth open to look at my teeth, use their fingers to explore my mouth and throat. Maybe take notes or say aloud what they’d need to change: weight loss, better muscle, paler or tanner skin, shaved better, where a brand might look best. Not talking to me, of course, I’m just an object. You wouldn’t expect an animal to know what training it needs.

If I pass the physical inspection they could take me for a test drive, test my gag reflex and how tight my holes are. How do I handle pain? Clamps? Being hit? Am I trained the way they like, or do I need to be broken again?

All this, to say nothing of the actual training process if they decide I’m worth taking and breaking in.