u/Late_Awareness_8705

I fully don't expect anyone to believe this. That's okay, it's for me firing something into the aether.

I got famous a few years ago and almost immediately I and my body just became fair game for the whole world to talk about.

I could wax lyrical about how damaging it is for the psyches of women who are pushed into the limelight from such a young age, definitely messed me up a bit, but now I weirdly enjoy snooping around the internet to find more about me.

I'll find a post on myself and force myself to read the comments. I tell myself I hate it and that's true. But there's a weird part of me that seems to enjoy the humiliation.

The feeling that that's all men really see me as. I've never told anyone, and I deny it in public quite vocally.

I don't exactly understand what it is I crave. The humiliation? The attention? Sometimes I wonder what the guys who posted the comments would say to me given the chance, sometimes I wish I could make that happen.

Sometimes I have horrendous fantasies of some internet pervert finding out who I really am and whispering bad advice in my ear or something ludicrous. I have no idea what draws me to these toxic ideas, probably nothing good, maybe I'm just broken.

It’s time I admit I’m never escaping this kink

[F4M] 18 - are there real actual maga guys on here? I want to talk to older white maga men

[F4M] 18 mixed Mexican and Korean…something about both my teams getting knocked out of the World Cup is making me feel so pathetic and submissive 😩😩😵‍💫 I guess I have to root for the U.S. now…

[F4M] 18 - I was r*ped less than a week ago. By the end of it I was begging him to keep going and fully cooperating. I’m so fucking ashamed and embarrassed I haven’t told anyone. Instead I’ve just been rubbing edging and gooning non fucking stop to it. Push me deeper and humiliate me

[M4A] 18 - I’m not even gay, I have a gf but omg, my fave celebs just make me so weak I think I’d just about anything for them 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 looking for older buds with similar taste to become longterm buds and for someone to push me deeperrrrrr

[M4A] 18 - my gf was raped and admitted that she came during it and I can’t stop thinking about it

[M4A] 18 - is it true that freshman college girls get taken advantage of a lot their first year?? My gf is going away to college next year and I’m wondering what stuff will happen to her. Someone send me stuff that will happen to her, I’m worried she’ll get r*ped

I'm a minor internet celebrity. Sometimes I read through sexist and objectifying comments about me on Reddit

F4A I’m new to the arena but I feel like beating some cocky battlers in a 1v1!!!