I have a crush on my dad
My friend stayed over last weekend. We were chatting in bed at night. Somehow started talking about boys.
Well after a bit she said, "You know your dad is pretty attractive right?" I was like "Ew that's gross!" We. Moved on. That was it.
Well on Monday, at school she brought it up again. This time she went into detail saying she thinks he has a great body and probably you know, other good things too. I just told her she was being weird and brushed it off.
The thing is i’ve been thinking about it nonstop and Basically I've been fantasizing about my dad for a while, I remember catching him masturbating ages ago, I don't know if it's a normal reaction but I froze in that moment for a few minutes and then I left, he probably didnt saw me.
Now when I’m home I catch myself looking at him. It’s really weird. The worst part is, she’s right! If he wasn’t my dad I’d definitely think he’s attractive.. Since he is I don’t know how to deal with these feelings.