19 [F4M] #ireland #online sub looking a structured dom
Hi my vanilla self:
I mostly go to college and study, I spend most of my time watching Netflix or daydreaming. I like to walk ig.
What I look like: I am 163 cms tall. My ethnicity is Indian. I have black hair and dark brown eyes. I am not chubby but not skinny either.
My hidden self: I have daddy issues so I am very clingy and I need a lot of reassurance and attention. I am unable to do a single thing right in college, I forget my meals all the time, I have social anxiety and I have ADHD. I am always dazed and I don't want to live like that. I really need somebody to take the reins of me and kind of just tell me what to do when and ensure that I am doing everything according the plan. I am also very codependent. I want someone to keep me on track and ensure I am doing everything right and according to the plan, you can make a plan for me and do whatever you want.
I want to submit to their desires and make them happy so I really need someone who can tell me exactly what they want and be straightforward so I can follow them clearly and there is no room for doubt. I need someone who will ask me specific questions in conversations and not be vague and make me make all the decisions on how to interpret things.
I would like to primarily keep it online. So I am looking for a SOFT dom.
I want a firm person who is not confused and actually cares about my progress and well being. I believe respect is deserved so if someone is gonna act lousy, I don't really want it.
Edit: all the people who are dming me, did you miss the part where I said I need an endless amount of attention and affection and reassurance, cause I get overwhelmed and scared really really quickly in day to day life.